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Man's Shoe

I can't be you
I can't be you
Can't be anything you want me to
Did you see the clue
I'm in every woe—not even hiding it though

Saying "be like him"
Hang with them
Keep that honorable respected name
Did you even ask me
Do I look happy?
Or should I say it sadly

If you keep me then end me
Hey, no, I'm not the one you say
Never say, never say
Love me when you ruin myself

Tired of this, tired of this, tired of this life
Stays of who I am cause I'm scared to try
To be disrespected and no rights to speak up for myself
But I'm not in bliss
I want to escape this
Tired of this, tired of this
Tired of this, tired of this
Tired of this, tired of this
Tired of this life

I walk towards my family tree
Instead of supporting me
They simply kills me with the words
I wasn't ready to hear which is deadly
In the church they say they're holy

Tired of this, tired of this, tired of this life
Stabbing me, stabbing me at my back with a knife
I'm not strong nor doing wrong
I once was joyful, but now I'm that blues and wry
Tired of this life

I want outside my closet
Is people cheering
If people are caring
How can I ever unbound myself
If all they ought is me being normal—I am normal
My father is a narcissist
I wish I was dead
I hate all men