Invisible String

Chapter 12 -I don't usually sleep like this

POV Logan:

I could hear the laughter of Genesis and Veronica echoing from the living room as I found myself lost in my thoughts in my room. Veronica's presence was a relief for Genesis after what had happened with Eros, and although I appreciated her support, I couldn't help but feel a knot in my stomach as I remembered my friend's hurtful words.

I wanted her to feel safe and valued in our shared space, but the first impression she received from my circle of friends was anything but that.

Despite having heard her cry all night, Genesis woke up this morning with a smile on her face, as if Eros's words hadn't wounded her deeply. Who was she pretending to be happy for? That question kept swirling in my head, without finding a clear answer.

Eros had been my friend for years, but what he had done had crossed a line. I was furious with him, but at the same time, I felt confused by Genesis's seemingly indifferent attitude towards the incident.

I met Eros on the first day of high school, and from that moment on, we were practically inseparable. Since then, we had done everything together. We even went to college where we met Ethan, with whom we formed our first band "Peace and War," and later Theo, whose talent helped us become "Strings" and launched us into the world of music with determination.

My bandmates became my chosen family, especially because I grew up as an only child in a turbulent family environment. Music became my escape from a home marked by violence and disdain.

My father's hatred for my musical passion had led me to fight for a university scholarship and to work hard to support myself. Every physical and emotional blow I received from him only strengthened my determination to get away and find my own path. And music gave me that option to run away as far as possible from him.

I grew up as a distant kid. I became a serious, reserved person, as if wearing an invisible armor that protected me from the wounds of the outside world.

I don't mean to suggest I dislike playing the guitar; in fact, I absolutely love it. The rush of adrenaline coursing through me every time I step onto the stage is truly exhilarating. What began as a playful rebellion against my father by pursuing music professionally has evolved into something much deeper—a sanctuary where I can channel and process every emotion I've ever experienced.

For two years, I endured in silence, refraining from engaging in arguments with my father. It wasn't until I reached my breaking point that Scott, our new manager, intervened, offering us a chance to expand beyond the confines of the bar. Without hesitation, we seized the very first opportunity he presented to break free and move forward.

But then I met Genesis, and something in me just changed. She was like a ray of light in the midst of my darkness. Just being around her made me feel lighter, more human. But at the same time, I faced an internal struggle. Should I let her into my dark world, or should I keep her away to protect her from the darkness that dwelled within me?

POV Genesis:

I turn the shower knob eagerly, craving the relief that only water can offer. The warm water envelops my tired body as I let the turbulent thoughts slide down the drain. Ronnie had been my savior today. Talking to her, sharing laughs and confidences, had been like a caress for my wounded soul.

Ronnie always had that special gift of making everything seem lighter, even the darkest moments. As the steam fogged up the bathroom mirror, I could see the reflection of her comforting smile in my mind.

After stepping out of the shower, wrapped in a soft towel, I headed towards the bag Ronnie had brought for me. It was like it contained a treasure: my own clothes. I was finally saying goodbye to Logan's baggy pants! Each garment was like a piece of my identity, an invitation to be myself again.