Invisible String

Chapter 7 -Disappear from the face of the earth

The next morning arrived with cruel clarity, waking me up in a bed I didn't recognize, in a strange room that wasn't mine. My eyes felt heavy, as if the weight of the previous night had left its mark even in my dreams.

The events of the previous night hit me like a tsunami, shaking the foundations of my confidence and security.

I found myself reflecting on how someone I once trusted with my life could betray me in such a way, exposing me and leaving me utterly vulnerable to the world. I felt like I had been swept away by a treacherous current, plunging me into an abyss of distrust and pain.

Every moment shared with that person, with Noah, every memory of shared laughter and shared dreams, now felt tainted by betrayal. I wondered how I could have been so naive, how I could have blindly trusted without seeing the warning signs that now seemed so obvious. I felt lost in a sea of unanswered questions, unsure of which way to turn or how to rebuild the shattered pieces of my trust.

The feeling of vulnerability was overwhelming, as if I were naked before the world, exposed and vulnerable to the eyes of everyone. I felt like I had lost not only my privacy but also my dignity and self-esteem. The idea of facing the outside world, of leaving that room and facing the stares and judgments of others, filled me with panic and anxiety.

Tears threatened to spill, but I refused to let them consume me. I needed to find strength within myself, I needed to find a way to heal and move forward.

As the sun shone through the window, illuminating the room with a cruel and cold light, I knew that I would have to face the outside world sooner or later, but that moment was not now.

Right now, I wished for nothing more than to be miserable in bed and hide away.

I wanted to disappear from the face of the earth.