Lost Feelings

CHAPTER TWO: Chances

TW: Murder: Knifes, blood. If you don't want to read it then you can skip it it will be tagged like this "<---------->" 

Evelyn's POV:

It's been a week since the wedding and I can't get Lucas off of my mind. He kissed me and I kissed back knowing it would have been a bad idea, but I loved it. I loved the adrenaline rush that it gave me. I loved the hint of disobedience. I loved the feeling that formed in the pit of my stomach. I loved that I would do it all over again without a sliver of doubt in my mind.

I'm quickly sent back into the confinement of my room just to read my days away. So far books were the only other escape that I could find to actually work. I love the adventures that they send me into, the fake realities that would have me so obsessed. I skim through my bookshelf to instantly land my eyes on a book cover that is covered in darkness. I get about forty pages in when a knock comes at my door, 

"Come in." I say thinking that it's just my brother. 

"Hey." A familiar voice echo's throughout my entire room sending shivers up my spine.

"Hey." I say biting back a smile 

"What are you doing here?" I ask.

 "I came to "Hangout" with your brother." Lucas says putting air quotes over the word "Hangout."

 "Hmm, is that so?" I hum in amusement to his statement, 

"Well you better get back to that considering he is probably looking for you." I say hiding a giggle.

 "Oh, right. I sent his annoying ass to the store. I couldn't deal with him anymore, and I have been dying to see you." He says with a smile. I finally release my laughter and beckon him over to lay down for the short amount of time he has with me.

We are both reading my book when he cups my face and kisses me. "Hm-" Was all I could manage to get out before our lips intertwine,

 "W-what are you doing Lucas?" I say in-between kisses.

 "Evelyn, I have something to confess. I have been hiding this from you for a very long time and if you get mad at me, I totally understand." He says with a cautious tone, 

"Well?" I question.

 "What is it?" The curiosity getting the best of me. 

"I like you, and I have liked you forever." He says all in one breath. At first, I am taken back by his statement but then I go through the past events that I have had with him.

He holds the door open; he is always asking if I'm OK or not, and not to mention he's hot. I ponder on it for a moment before saying, "I like you too Lucas." 

"Really?!" He says trying to hide his excitement. 

"Yes really" I giggle. The next thing I know he is pulling me in for a kiss and spinning me around in the air. 

"You have no idea how happy that makes me Eve." He says smiling like a fool. I would have kissed him back, but I hear the garage door open and a few seconds later my brother cries out. 

"Lucas?! Lucas where are you at?" With a large sigh he puts me down; kisses my forehead then walks out.

A few minutes later my stomach starts to growl so I head downstairs to grab a bite to eat. On the way down Lucas and my brother are on their way to the gaming room. "Boys." I say with a nod, my brother glares at me. But Lucas winks and mouths "I'll see you later." Holding back a smile I run down the stairs, grab a banana and run back up to my room. I continue reading for a couple of hours and once I finally finish my book, I notice that the clock on my phone says 6P.M. 

"Damn. I read for way to long." I say to myself. 

"Yea you've been trapped in that book for about 3-5 hours, babe." I jump at the random voice, but I immediately recognize it.

"Parker. What the fuck are you doing here? Actually no, how the fuck did you get in here?" I ask with a stern voice.

 "Oh, your dumbass brother let me in. It was quite easy actually all I had to say was that we got back together, and he let me right in." He says with a smirk. 

"Fuck you, Parker. I sent you away for a reason, so don't make me ask again." I question trying not to cry as the past memories with him flood back. Memories I put deep down and locked away for years. Memories that I thought would never come back, apparently, I was mistaken...

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"Oh sweetheart, you for real thought you could get rid of me this easily? no love, I'm here to haunt you forever. You can't escape me Evelyn, I am a part of you no matter how much you want to deny it." He states with pride. He takes a few steps closer, and I spot a knife in his left hand. 

"Parker? What are you doing." I ask trying to stay as calm as possible.

 "Oh Evelyn. If I can't have you no one can. Haven't you seen the movies with evil Villains?" He speaks. 

"I-" was all I was able to get out before the sharp object is taken to my neck. At that moment I jump out of my bed screaming and grabbing my throat.

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A dream? IT WAS ALL A DREAM?! What in the actual fuck, that was terrifyingly realistic for a fucking dream. Apparently, Lucas is still here because the next thing I know he is pulling me into a hug and saying 

"It's okay. You're okay. It was just a nightmare." He calms me down from the absolute wreck I just was and asks me what happened in the dream. 

"Parker. H-he came after me with a knife. Saying if he couldn't have me no one could" I say starting to cry....