The Outsider fluff/smut/angst

Sodapop Fluff- Bad Day

I was walking home from school, kicking the same pebble while I was thinking.

I had a horrible day, I mean, usually I'm used to all the bullying, people whispering about me, and the stares but today felt different.

Ever since I started dating Sodapop once I graduated 8th grade, everybody hated me.

You might think, "oh not everybody knows", but everybody does.

I was walking across the stage and Sodapop was at the end when I was getting off and when I went to hug him he kissed me, in front of everyone.

I was excited but I also knew I would have a huge target on my back.

Ever since Soda and I started dating I told him about everything and he told me about everything.

I kind of got used to all the girls flirting with him and all the girls hating on me but some days it was just too much and today was one of those days.

Once I got onto Soda's street I let a couple tears roll down my cheeks as I sniffled.

The rock I was kicking was blurred out by my tears and I quickly made it to the Curtis house.

I walked in, knowing Soda wouldn't be home from work yet, and I went up to his room and to his bed, grabbing one of his hoodies off the floor next to it, which still smelt like him.

I crawled onto his bed, just taking in his scent as I silently cried to myself.

I didn't know what I did to everyone. Soda chose me first, I didn't choose him.

Even though everybody was a bitch about it I would never leave Soda because of them.

I made myself small, burying myself into his hoodie.

I was in my own world, trying to silently cry to myself but I guess it was louder than I thought when Soda came rushing in.

I could tell he had a long day at work and I felt bad because I knew he would feel like he needs to take care of me.

He still had his shoes on and his DX shirt was half unbuttoned.

He quickly took his stuff off, leaving him in his grease stained jeans and he crawled into the bed next to me.

"Pony told me you've been crying since you got home, what's wrong baby?" He asked softly, wrapping an arm around my neck and one around my waist.

I buried my face into his chest, cuddling up with him.

"The girls." I whispered. "They were even worse today."

"What'd they say now love?" He sighed.

"Just a whole bunch of lies but it still hurts." I sniffled. "They were saying how you're sleeping with half of them, I'm not good enough for you, you'd leave me in an instant."

I felt him stiffen slightly as he continued to rub my back.

"Anything else?" He asked.

"Just a lot of bad things I don't want to repeat." I shook my head.

He nodded, kissing the top of my head as he laid down with me, spooning me as he kissed my neck.

"It's ok love." He whispered, sliding his hand under my hoodie and shirt, gently rubbing his thumb over my stomach.

"Are you warm?" He asked softly, kissing my cheek.

"Yeah." I softly whispered, placing my hand on his as he continued to softly rub my stomach.

"Do you want to take my hoodie off?" He softly chuckled, wiping the rest of my tears away.

I shook my head, looking back at him. I got lost in brown eyes (book description). I noticed that usually his eyes were dark brown when at work or when the girls would surround him or just whenever he wasn't around someone he liked or loved.

Whenever he was with me or one of the gang members his eyes lightened. His eyes became more of a honey brown and full of life, it matched his personality.

I guess it was one of the reasons I fell in love with him. He always made me feel better and he always knew how to make me smile, he really could do that for anyone but when he did it for me it seemed like he cared more.

I was in my own world until I felt Soda's lips touch mine. I softly kissed him back, slowly turning to face him as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

I felt his grip tighten on my waist and pull me closer to him. I softly smiled, pulling away and resting my forehead on his.

"I love you y/n." He whispered.

"I love you too, Soda." I whispered, burying my face into his shoulder.

He laid on his back, pulling me on top of him. I softly giggled, cuddling up with him and I closed my eyes as his hand slid back under my hoodie and shirt, this time rubbing my back.

I softly kissed his neck, sighing as I gently held his hand, intertwining our fingers together.

"I'll wake you up for dinner my love, just get some rest." He whispered, kissing my neck again as his hand that was under my shirt slid down, resting on my ass.

I nodded, slowly falling asleep and as I did my grip on his hand loosened. The only thing on my mind while I slept was Sodapop.

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(Sorry for any typos my dog kept walking on my laptop😭)