Dreams of Arcadia

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"That's good, I'm hungry anyway," I said to cover up my nervousness as Hobi held out a sesame stick to us. We used to play with pocky sticks, which were much shorter, but Jungkook didn't have any at home. On the one hand, it was good that the sesame sticks were longer, as we weren't so extremely close from the start, but on the other hand, the whole thing took much longer and just looking into San's eyes, I could feel a little tension building up between us.

San grabbed the sesame stick and took it between his lips, looking at me in invitation until I held the other end with my teeth.

"3, 2...1" called Wooyoung, who was sitting next to us excitedly. I nibbled away like a bunny, taking my time as it was about the last bite and not the fastest, and San was already fast enough. To avoid bumping into his nose, I tilted my head slightly and I could already feel his breath, the bar was now only two centimetres between us and San was also slowing down. My dead heart was beating abnormally fast and my gaze was fixed on his lips. I carefully felt my way forward, not biting off too much as this was the critical phase. Only a centimeter to go, I could already feel the warmth of his lips radiating, his breathing became excitedly frantic, whether it was due to our proximity or the tension of the game, I didn't know, but the fact that I became aware of his breathing rhythm confused my own. Concentrate, damn it, you can do this...

Half an inch and I dared to swallow what was in my mouth already, because I didn't want to drool and then I made the mistake of looking him in the eyes that were so close to mine, they were so dark, so intense, had I ever seen more beautiful eyes? Suddenly everything felt like it was in slow motion, we both continued to nibble until my teeth could go no further and I realized that they had reached his teeth and we had both left not a crumb that could have been a winner. Then I felt it... it wasn't just our teeth touching, but also our lips, which I now closed in shock... just like my eyes. His hand groped for mine, encircling my fingers, while he placed the other at my waist and pulled me closer to him. As he began to move his lips over mine, an excited tingling sensation ran through my body, making me snuggle against him. This kiss wasn't even with tongue, like Jungkook's earlier, but it was a lot more intense. I had never felt so euphoric when someone had touched me. It was so frighteningly beautiful that I didn't know what was happening around me, we couldn't even hear the roaring of the guys around us, who were being treated to the finest live show. My arms wrapped around his neck as if by magic, while our lips kept meeting. At some point, the others ignored us and just carried on playing while San, with me on his lap, slid backwards a little until his back was against a mattress wall and he leaned against it while we just carried on cuddling. I didn't know what had just happened, but I was so incredibly addicted to his lips, I didn't want to stop... was it like eating and drinking here? You did everything excessively because there were no consequences. Was it the same with kissing? But right now I didn't want to worry about that, right now I just wanted to enjoy this...