I am the problem ?

I am the problem ? (Christoph)

My day is going well. I want to see Julia. She is so beautiful. Then someone start to run to me. One off the girls from Julia's team. It was Lili. That girl that ruined Julia. Julia talked about her. Julia said she is a awful person. I just want to walk away. She comes to me. I see that her eyes are bloodshot red. She cried. Lili looks at me and says:" im so sorry but i think that i did it to far. Julia killed her self in the chancing room and why she killed herself is my fault." I look at her with big eyes. I push her. She is on the ground. She starts crying and says:" im so sorry." I start to kick her. Her face and her body. And then i see a girl from Julia's team running to me. She pushes me. It is the fav person off Julia. Merel. She looks at me and says:" leave her alone she will learn her lesson." Lili cries more and more. Her nose start to bleed. I start to cry. Did Julia really killed herself. Merel looks at me and says:" im so sorry but it's real Julia killed herself. Lili said it's her fault because she said something really bad to her." Lili gets up and start to run. I look at Merel and say:" no it's not real i wanna see her." Merel says:" okay come with me but it will get us in trouble." I don't care i wanna see how Julia looks like. I follow Merel. We step in a car. I look at her and say:" who's car is this." Merel looks at me and says:"Lets not care about that." Merel start to ride the car. I look from the window. I start to cry. Did Julia really did that. Kill herself. We arrive at the sporthal. I look at Merel with big eyes. Merel nods with her head. She start to walk and i follow her. There are alot people standing infront off a door. Merel looks at me and says:" it happend all there." Merel start to walk to that door and i follow her. Everyone looks at me when I came there. Everyone opend there mounth and say:" it's him from the video." I look at them and say:" Can i go and look at her." Everyone nods their head and let me go. I step inside where Julia killed herself. She was on the ground. I start to cry. Lili is such a toxic person. A bitch. Just everything bad.I will fucking kill her if me and Merel come back. I look how she looks. Knife in her belly. Blood is everywhere. I leave the scene and start to run to the car. I get in the car. Merel is not Here but i don't care now. Merel start to run to the car. She gets inside fast and i start to drive fast. I park the car and get out. I start to run to the building where Lili can be right now . The door is open. I get inside. And lili is there. She has a book. She start to write in it. It's a bible. I come closer but she doesn't hear me because she listens to music. She is smiling. I start to look what she writes. My name is writed there and the name of Julia. I see that she wrote Julia:suicide . And my name is kill him with a gun. I need to leave. She is going to kill me with a gun. I start to walk to the door and it closes. I look at Lili. She has a gun pointed to me. She smiles and says:" You didn't know i had one did you." She comes closer to me and pushes me into a wall. She starts to touch me. She start to say:" im so jealous of you and Julia i want that to you know." She slaps me. O my fucking god. I push her and she is on the. She points the gun on me and says:" do you want to end it like that ?" I grab the gun and point it at her. She gets up and she starts to breath loudly. Lili says:" im so sorry that was not what i wanted to do im so sorry." I point the gun to her head. She grabs my hand. I look at her with a angry face. I say:" now do you want to end it like that." Lili says:" no no i know i fucked up." I grab her outside and say:" this bitch wanted to kill me take her to prison." The team of Julia have big opend mouths. Lili starts to cry and say:" you think that everything is fine huh ?" She pushes me to the building. All the girls from Julia's team start to run to the door. Lili closed it on time. She grabs the gun from my hand. I start to scream and say:"help me please !!"  Lili points the gun to my d*ck. Lili says:" take off your pants." I kick her. She starts to scream. I take the gun and point it at her. Someone opens the door. Someone grabs lili to a car and they drive. I give them the gun. I tought i was going to die. I miss Julia.