Breaking The Ice

Chapter 5~ Silent Confessions

⚠️WARNING: SMUT

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AN: this chapter contains smut. I'm not good at it and this will be the first and last chapter with smut for this book. Please don't hate me if it's bad.

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I'm now sitting on Hailees' couch watching a random movie, but we haven't really talked since what happened earlier today with my mom. I wanna say things but I'm scared once I leave I'm not allowed to come back

"Hailee?" I ask in a whisper breaking the silence, she then gives me a quick look while saying "Yeah?" "I think I'm ready to tell you my story now," I say and she immediately puts the movie on pause and gives me her full attention

"You sure? You don't need to Noah, only if you're comfortable with it. And just so you know I won't think differently of you and I won't leave you if that's what you're scared of" she says and I nod

"Oke here we go" I whisper to myself taking a deep breath before starting to tell her my story "When I was born I lived in a happy family, we weren't rich not at all, actually kinda poor. Then when I grew up Max and Luna came and then my mother and father had more and more fights." "When I was ten the fights became so bad that my mother would throw things at my dad, he did nothing wrong he never hurt her or yelled at her, he always stayed calm which made my mother even more furious, but he knew that yelling wouldn't help."

"Then one night I couldn't sleep and they were fighting again and my mother told my dad she was gonna leave him and threatened him not to come after her. She also said she'd take the kids with her. So the next day when my mother picked me and Max and Luna up from school we didn't go home. We drove eight hours straight. We asked where we were going and if Dad was gonna come with us. My mother told us we were gonna go on a really long vacation and that our das wasn't gonna come with us. And like every child we got excited I mean who doesn't like to go on vacation right?" I say and she smiles a bit

"Yeah that was a big lie, we went to a trailer park where we lived until we all graduated. My mother became an alcoholic and started doing drugs leaving me, a ten-year-old kid taking care of his siblings and raising them. Most of the nights our mom was just knocked out on the couch leaving me to take care of everything."

"When I was old enough to work I got a job while still going to school and taking care of my brother and sister. Sometimes my mom sobered up and started yelling at us and throwing things before leaving again to go to the bar to get wasted. Then in high school, I discovered ice hockey and started to play it whenever I had time which was mostly on the lunch breaks since I didn't have any lunch to eat so I'd just play hockey outside on the stones."

"When we grew older and I graduated I worked all day and all night to get money to buy my place. And as soon as I had enough money I tried to take my siblings with me but my mother wouldn't let me and started to beat me up in a drunken stage. After I got beaten up I just got up went to the ice rink and played some ice hockey to get the aggression out of my system. I didn't break in, the owner gave me a key since he knew about my situation and he knew I liked to play hockey. He even offered me a spot on the local ice hockey team but I rejected it since I worked all day and night long" I say as Hailee is still fully listening to me

"And me and my siblings promised each other we wouldn't leave till all of us were 18 so we all could leave together. And as soon as Luna turned eighteen we packed everything up left and bought a little apartment far away from our mother and started our lives there."