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I'm not saying I needed the other night to happen, but I kind of did.

Having Chris crave me like that awakened something in me.

"I'm a bad bitch." I say out loud.

A few ladies within ear shot at the boutique just look at me like I'm crazy. Maybe I am.

I giggle, excusing myself, and continue looking for another set.

This is cute, I keep my thoughts in my head about the lingerie.

"Tell me again why we're lingerie shopping." Izzy says.

"First of all, why are you complaining so much, aren't you happy to see me?" I give her a hard time.

She follows me around the store. "I thought that when you told me to come visit, we'd actually spend time together."

"Are we not doing that right now?" I suck my teeth.

Izzy looks up at me and tilts her head. She didn't need to say anything, and she's right.

"Okay," I give in. "Just give me, like, ten more minutes."

"Ten and we're leaving, I'm hungry." She makes me laugh.

"I love you!" I squeal, clapping my hands together.

Izzy wanders around to find something for herself, but disappoints me when she picks up the most God-awful piece I've ever seen.

"Isabella." I don't say anything else other than her name.

"What? It's on sale."

I shake my head. "Pick something sexy out and don't worry about the price. Please." I beg.

"Lee doesn't like this stuff."

"Doesn't like it or doesn't appreciate it, there's a difference?"

She looks sad. "I guess it would help if I could lose this baby weight, we don't even fuck with the lights on anymore."

"There's nothing wrong with sex in the dark."

"It is when I know he's imagining other women."

"Oh my God, Izz', is he cheating?!" I jump to conclusions, trying to be there for her.

Izzy says no quickly. "But he doesn't tell me I'm pretty anymore. I keep a shirt on during sex now, I hate my body."

"Okay, for one, Lee's an idiot. Secondly, Izzy, you have great boobs now."

She laughs. "Yeah, but they're only for breastfeeding."

"Kai's not the only one who can suck on them." I joke, nudging my best friend.

"Okay, changing the subject," she says, sighing. "You and Chris are on good terms?"

"We, um, hooked up a few days ago night, actually. But I don't know, we haven't said anything about it since. It's not weird, though. Or maybe it is. Ugh, I know, it was super random but it was so hot. He, like, needed me and it made me feel kinda good, you know?"

"Ugh, I know, I remember your sex tape. Lee and I still watch that, ya know?"

"Izzy, ew." I cringe, walking away from her.

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