OBSESSION WINS. (A Min Yoongi Fanfic)

Part 20[We are friends now]

Y/n p.o.v.
I said my last sentence and as i was about to tell him that i truly loves him and not his money, everything started fading into black and soon i didn't know where I am.for sometime i heared his voice,he was calling my name again and again and was tapping my cheeks lightly and after that i don't know what happened.
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I woke up only to feel a slight headache.i opened my eyes still laying on my bed.i looked around and saw the familiar room i am in that is not mine.its none other than yoongi's room.He must had carried me to his room.i tried to sit up by putting my weight on my hands and felt a strange pain on my left wrist.i yelp in pain and laid down.
Suddenly the door of the bathroom door opened and in came yoongi.i quickly looked away cause he saw me trying to get up.
He came near his bed and said softly.
"How are you feeling?"
"Worst"i said quietly and dryly looking everywhere but not him.
"You should.after all you thought that killing yourself will make everything alright."he said with a scoff.
I didn't said anything.
"You thought that you will leave everything and everyone here alone.what about your brother?your cousins?your parents?what about them."he added.
I sat still cause i know very well that he is right too right that now i am feeling guilty for what i did but still i am not over from the incident that happened to me.
"I am right.right? that's why you are quiet"he said.
"He touched me.i feel disgusted that i couldn't help myself and mo one was there to help me."i tell him and again my lips started to shiver as i was trying hard not to cry.
His tone suddenly changed and now he is hella serious.
"Who was he?"
"Don't know"
"Do you know how he looks?can you recognise him if you see him?"he asked.
"Yes I can he was not hiding his face so yah"i answered dryly.
"Okey when you'll be better enough to walk without any dizziness then we will go to bighit and I'll talk to bangpd to bring all the staffs and bodyguards in the line then you can see in there if he was one of them or not."he said.
I didn't said anything and after sometime of silence he tells me to eat something so he can give me my medicines.
"Wait a minute don't move I will come back with your food"

After sometime he came with the food and set it down on the bedside table.
He help me set up on the bed and I rest it my back on the head rest.
Then he placed that tray of food in front of me and made a bite for me to eat.
But I take it from his hand and eat all of the food myself.
While eating, he keeps talking to me about random things and what they have been doing in their dorm and about their new album and I was just listening to him still processing the incident that happened to me in my mind.

Once I was done eating he took the tray of food with him and went to the kitchen and after sometime he came back with the medicines and gave them to me and told me to eat them i atethe medicines and then lay down on my bed (of course he help me)

Once I closed my eyes to sleep he say something.
"Y/n"
I opened my eyes and looked at him he was looking like he is upset about something.
"Yeah"
"Will you be my friend"he said.
I didn't said anything because I didn't know what to answer him.
"I know I hurt your feelings but I was drunk at that time.I can only make you my friend for now cause I need a little bit more time to adjust in this relationship and see if it will work and if it didn't I had decided that I will divorce you means we will get to our own ways is it okay?"he said.

I was taken a back by his question and whatever it is called. Did he just said that he will try to adjust in this relationship means he is willing to accept me as his wife?. But what if in the end it will not work and we have to divorce what I will do without him I will not be able to live he is my everything after all and if he became my friend ,he will be more special to me.

"Hello are you listening me"he said waving his hand in front of my face.
"Huh? I-i umm just need some time to think about this"
"No problem take your time it's for our both good"
With that he leaves me alone in the room and goes outside somewhere I didn't know I just turn around now facing the big window in his room I just stare outside and look at the sun that was shining really brightly and recall all the things I did yesterday.