OBSESSION WINS. (A Min Yoongi Fanfic)

Part 24[i am what?]

It's been 6 months since our marriage.
Everything is good. I often go to bighit with yoongi and we play so many games and have fun.life is much better now that me and yoongi are friends.but one thing is still the same,yoongi thinks that I am a gold digger.now you'll think how I know this?i know this cause once when me and yoongi were going to an amusement park with all the other bts members he forgot his phone in his room so I said I'll go take it.when i went in his room and couldn't find his phone i decided to call him instead.the buzzing was coming from the bathroom so I went there and found his phone.when i took it I saw my name in his phone was saved as "Gold digger". although it hurted my feelings i didn't react.cause I had promised myself to be just friends with him.cause who knows what will happen in the future? What is the point of loving him if in the end we have to separate?
So from that day I am controlling myself to not fall for him but every time my eyes landed on him it feels like i am seeing him for the first time and I fall in love with him all over again.
Let's get to the point.
I am happy,he is happy,their performances are going great.armies are happy, everyone is happy.

And on top of all of this,yoongi is being caring towards me day by day.he always eats dinner and breakfast with me.when he comes home he always asks me if I had eaten anything or not.he is fulfilling his duty as a husband.and i am happy for that.i just don't want any type of conflicts between us.i want both of us to be happy.

But there is a thing i am a little bit scared of.for the past few weeks I am feeling dizzy and having stomach ache.i thought it was just a diabetes problem but now I had realised that from the past couple of days I am getting moody.and having morning sickness.its like i am not myself.sometimes I wanted to sleep but couldn't and sometimes i wanted to eat the things I dislike.like tangerine, oranges, coffee and all that.its like i am developing yoongi's taste in food.usually we both are so different from eachother and especially at food we both are totally opposite when it comes to food.there are only few things that we both likes.

I am scared what if I am pregnant?no this can't be.but it can we didn't use any protection.that was so sudden and unexpected that i forgot that"there is a thing called protection".i don't know why all of this is happening to me.i don't wanna be a mother at the age of 19.but i shouldn't had get married at the age of 19 as well.
I was blind in obsession.

I decided to go for a check up without telling yoongi.

I went near his room to call him out for dinner.as i was just outside his door i heard something.
"No i always wanted a boy.only one child is enough for me."
"Hmmm I didn't think of any name yet"
"Yess it'll be just like me.badass."*laugh*
"Just wish.i could be a good father"he said.
Does he know?did he notice my behaviour too?does he too think that I am pregnant?

Thinking about all of this a shy smile creeps up on my face.
I knocked on his door and after sometime he opened the door.
"Come lets eat.the dinner is ready."i said smiling sweetly.
"Coming.you go"he said naturally.

"Yoongi?"i said.
"Hmm"he said while eating.
"Your birthday is coming right?"i asked.
"Yeah so"he said now looking at me.
"We will do a karaoke this time at your birthday "i said excitedly.
"What?"
"Yeh i never went to a karaoke so i want to do the karaoke with all of you"i said.
"oh.lets see what'll be the schedule for that day"he said.
"Hmm"
I suddenly started to feel uneasy and dizzy but looks like he didn't notice.
I got up he looked at me and said.
"You done?"
"Hmm i wanted to sleep.see you tomorrow.goodnight"i said smiling and went to my room.

I came inside and sat on the bed as my stomach was paining.suddenly i felt the need to use the restroom .i ran towards it and guess what.i throw up.
It's getting bad day by day.i should go to the hospital for checkup.