OBSESSION WINS. (A Min Yoongi Fanfic)

part 27(Without him)

"Welcome home the piece of my heart"yoongi's mom said to yong as she hugged me and then picked him up in his arms as i entered our or should I say her house.....
"Have a seat my child...how are you?"she asked me as i sat down....
Since the day yoongi left this world...his mother's and my relationship started to get better day by day.....maybe it's because of yong....
And now she is just like my mom to me and I am just like her daughter to her.......
"What do you prefer?tea or coffee or wine or soju or any fruit drink?"she asked sitting beside me as yong started to play on his own....
"I don't want anything eomma...just sit here and tell me about your health are you taking your medicines on time and regularly?"i asked smiling at her warmly.

After yoongi she is the only one I felt at home with....i don't know why...maybe it's because she is the same age as my mom?....or is it cause somewhere in her eyes i can see my mom.....

"Wae?you came here from so far.you need some energy..stay here I'll go and make you a quick tea...i know how you like it so much"she said smiling and stood up before leaving.

And again I am here alone...just like always... thinking about the boy i fell in love with for once and for all......ohh how i imagined myself in his arms....going on dates..... cuddling.... behaving like a cute couple......but now...... it's nothing.......

"Momma when we'll be going to jimin uncle's home?"yong asked...making me come to the realisation.

"Yonguuu can't you wait a little bit more my baby?we will go tomorrow cause I am tired today....okey?"i said cupping his dumpling cheeks.

He just pouted and went back to playing.
I took out my phone and started scrolling randomly.
When suddenly a notification dimmed it was from google.

"BTS min yoongi spotted in Paris with his girlfriend ......tap here to know more."

I swipe the notification.
'sigh'why can't they understand that something is wrong.....when will bangpd allow BTS to tell the army that there favourite idol,there motivation,there inspiration is no more..... till when?....
After 2-3 months of yoongi's death,these types of notifications started to come in my phone...at first I was shocked i thought that maybe they had pranked me by doing all this funeral thing but then i asked them about this and they said the fans didn't know about his death...cause bangpd didn't allow it cause it can break the group apart......so they told their fans that he is going for vacation to clear his mind but he will keep updating them on wevers and tweeter .of course they will just post his random photos and upload them....
In the beginning i always saw them posting his pictures from his phone but then when I decided to continue my studies i completely shut down the social media.cause at that time i just wanted to achieve what I need for me and my child.

My obsession.yes it was my obsession that time.and for the first time in my life my obsession was good to me.... every time I got obsessed with something it always caused me pain but the obsession I had to become a CEO in the fashion industry didn't cause me pain but happiness.......

Ring ring ring

I felt a vibration in my bag that was on my lap..i took it out and saw the caller id......soobin.....i picked up.
"Yes.soobin?"i said as it was silent the other side.
"Yes yes I am here...did you reach there safely?"he asked his voice sounded tired.
"Yes.i arrived safely.why did you call?is everything okay at the company?"i asked.
"It's just I missed you"he said and I can tell he is pouting right now.
I laugh at him."ohh really so sad keep missing me~"i said teasing him.
"Anyways I called to ask where are the files bighit had send?I have to give it to other companies.if you are not accepting there request"he said now in his business man ascent.
"Uh-yeah right i am not accepting there request you can give it to others.its in the first cabinet beside the door"i said.
"Okey.talk to you later"he said and i hummed and hung up the call.