Poetry written from just a girl

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I wonder if he ever compared me to her
Or if I only do that
I pick at every single one of her most beautiful features
And compare it to all of my flaws.
I look at her beautiful hands
And compare it to my claws

I think about how I dig into his skin
And how she would carefully graze it
I think about how her perfect doll eyes
Look so pretty
Compared to my slender, intimidating stare
I think about how I'm so awful at expressing my emotions
And she would show him
Nothing but care

I think about her perfectly shaped her body is
I think about his hands
And how both of those things perfectly fits
I think about her beautiful smile
Her pearly shine
I think about how pretty it is
Compared to mine

I wonder if he thinks about those things
Whenever he sees me
Look at myself in disgust in the mirror 
I wonder if he ever compares me to her