Ace of Hearts/// KimChay Book

Chapter 4

         Continuing ~

Author's POV
Everybody went their own ways. At this given moment Chay didn't want to stay at home. He just wanted to escape. Macau shook him and brought him out of his thoughts.
" Look Chay, I know it is hard for you. But please. Don't be like that. " Chay looked at Macau. He was concerned and worried at the same time.
Chay assured Cau that he was fine and that they should head inside. They both ended up joining Prapai on the living room with Ten.

On the other hand, the young mafia boss was already in his room. He took a quick shower and was now laying on his bed with his hand on his face.

Kim's POV
I felt tired from the journey and honestly just needed a good nap. But not to my surprise, I couldn't sleep. And the reason was Porchay himself. He is my...ex boy-...
I can sense frustration taking over me. I just feel so guilty for-...for not being there with him. For not being his best choice. For being how I actually was back then.

But now that I understand my fault, will he forgive me ?

Author's POV

There was a sign of tears in Kim's eyes. He choose to ignore them and just rest...

A few minutes later...

That's it. He can't even sleep. He got up and slowly walked towards his door. The he heard a giggling noise,
" Oh my God. For real bro. His one look gave me the chills. "
The voice was known to Kim. It was Porchay's voice. But who is he talking about?
The voice soon faded ,leaving a confused man at the door. Probably he was talking about Kim or someone else ?
Kim soon shrugged his own thoughts and headed to downstairs. On his way, he saw 2 familiar bodies talking to someone he has barely seen. Yes, Macau and Porchay were talking to Ten. They were being playful and all, which made Kim uneasy.

Kim's POV

On my way seeing this scenario I can't help but feel something different. What is it? I don't know.
I saw Porsche standing near the window with a phone in his hand, looking outside.
I called out to him and he turned his head with a smile. His and Prapai's smile are same.
" Hi Kim, did you take a good rest ?"
" No. I can't close my eyes. "
He looked at me worried, " are you okay Kim ? Should I call a doctor ?"
" No need. I'm just...really stressed about something."

He gave me his assuring smile and told me that it was okay to share with him. I agrees and we took a sit in the living room.
Actually in the last 4 years, me and Porsche unexpectedly got close. He is someone who understands me very well. And I'm grateful for it. I'm happy that my Phi has someone like Porsche in his life.

" Go ahead Kim, let it all out."
I took a deep breath. " let's say, there is this guy that I like. We were together for a few weeks. But then we broke up. I'll admit it. It was completely my fault. I used him for my mission and when he got to know that, I misbehaved. He was broken and now after soo many years, he wouldn't even spare me a glance. "

...

Author's POV

A silence filled the room. Porsche looked at Kim who now had tears at the corner of his eyes. Porsche was surprised, he has never seen Kim break down like this.
" Hey Kim. It's okay. You can cry."
...
Porsche gently patted Kim's back and continued," to me, it looks like you really love this guy. Don't you ? But, love is unfair isn't it ? Listen to me Kim. Do you know if he is single ?"
Kim shook his head, he doesn't know if Chay is dating someone already.
" I see. You know what ? Maybe you should try talking it out with him. I mean, atleast be sure that he isn't dating someone. If not, then make your move man. "
Kim looked at him. " And if he accepts it, then you've won this shit. If not then..., honestly you can't force anyone to be in love with you. If it's meant to happen, it'll happen. So take your time before making any decision. "

Kim nodded to everything Porsche said. And it was somehow helpful to him. He was about to get up then suddenly...

Porchay walked in the living room with Ten.

" Hi Phi , hi Phi Kim. How are you ? "
Kim gulped down. " Yeah, I'm good." He cleared his voice.

Then Chay looked at Porsche and said ," Phi, can I go out with Ten today ? I want to go to shopping. Also, it would be a nice opportunity to know each other. "
" What about lunch Chay ? Kim and Mr.Theerapanyakun are back after many days. You wouldn't want to miss that out. "
" What...oh well. Sure I guess. Maybe after lunch ?"
" Afternoon and that's final. "
" Aww. Sure Phi. Let's go Ten. Cau must be waiting. "
" Wait Chay. Bring Kim and Cau with you ."

Both Chay and Kim were shocked hearing this. They couldn't help but look at each other. To which Chay blushed and turn his head to see Ten.

" But Porsche, that won't be necessary. I'm back today I need rest ", Kim protested.
Chay just nodded.
" I said what I said guys. Don't want to inform Kinn about such little things", Porsche said and he sounded more strict this time.

They couldn't help but agree. Then Chay and Ten got out of the room followed by a blushing Kim. Porsche looked at them leaving the room. He smiled and dialed Kinn's number.

" Everything is going well. They will leave this afternoon. You can prepare for that meeting. "
" Thank you wifey. You've done a great job. I love you. "
" Hehe. Love you too Kinn. "

~ Until Next Time ~