I always mess everything up and I'm done with it. I don't want to be here anymore because it hurts me to wake up and have to spend the whole day with people that hate me then come home to more people hat hate me.
I hate my life so much and I'm done pretending I'm okay. I'm done with people assuming I'm perfectly fine because I'm not. They couldn't be more wrong in fact.
I got called a bitch when I dropped everything from my bag and everyone just watched me pick everything up. My mums thinking about taking away all the internet from the house because she thinks I've got a bad attitude. I did nothing wrong.
She doesn't care anymore. She used to, she used to be amazing and I used to look up to her. My life used to be so happy and then everything changed. Everything came falling down in front of my eyes and I hate every second of every day.
I was turned down by the counsellors because I pretended everything was okay but I regret doing that because I can't cope anymore.
I just don't want to be here anymore so I'm sorry if I don't update in a long time. I've given up on myself, as well as everyone else has.
