Words I Dare Not Say

10 - you'll never get it

you'll never get it.
and i guess i should be glad.
i am.
i promise i am.
but the truth is it's unfair.
it's unfair.
in my brain, i should be glad.
that you'll never get it.
but in my heart.
i want to scream.
you'll never get it.
and i'm alone.