I smile at myself one more time before walking downstairs. As I'm walking down the stairs I see Beomgyu and Soobin. Wait why is Soobin here? Weird. Beomgyu smiles at me and i smile back. God this is the reason I fell for him. He holds my hand to help me down the stairs. Guess he knows I'm not used to wearing heels. Ofcourse he knows. This is his first time seeing me in heels. I grip on his hand tightly afraid of falling cause I already stumbled twice. I sigh once im down.
"Heels suck", I comment and Beomgyu chuckles. I walk ahead and greet Soobin.
"Hello Soobin oppa!", I hate calling him oppa but if I don't then I'll get scolded from eomma and appa. Respect I have to give this boi. Aish.
"Sweetie. Do you know who Yeonjun's boyfriend is?", eomma asks me and i frown.
"Umm I don't know", I say acting confused but I take a sneak peak on Beomgyu who is weirdly calm.
"It's Soobin. Our boy", appa answers and I look at Yeonjun and Soobin confused.
"I'm sorry what!!?", I say. Isn't Beomgyu Yeonjun's boyfriend.
"That's right. Your best friend is my boyfriend", Yeonjun says and holds Soobin's hand. Ahem ahem. Okay the plan's now boycotted and I better think of something to say. Words Jiwon. Words.
"Congratulations!?", I say as If I'm questioning. Yeonjun and Soobin chuckle at my behaviour.
"I thought you will storm off again", Beomgyu teases me nudging shoulder a bit and i glare at him.
"Beomgyu my son. When are you gonna date?", my mother asks Beomgyu and I look at her with a 'What are you thinking of doing' look.
"Mom I'm just not ready for relationship yet", Beomgyu answers. Yup that's right. He calls eomma mom. Well I call his mother mom too. Mother in law. Okay maybe not. Our parents are pretty close and my parents treat him and his brother Soobin as if they are their sons and his parents treat me and Yeonjun the same so why not.
"Are you perhaps interested in someone", appa asks beomgyu and I turn my head to look at him and then Beomgyu. I hate to say but I hope he says he's not.
"I am. I have a girl in mind", he answers and my smile I was wearing from so long drops but I try my best to smile again but I end up wearing a fake smile.
"Son. A piece of advice. Confess before it's too late", my appa days and Beomgyu nods.
"I'm thinking of confessing soon too", Beomgyu answer and I look away trying to stop my tears. He already has someone. God why am I such a fool. I always end up hurting. Why did I think Beomgyu will like me back? Love is supposed to make you happy, excited, joyful but all it makes me is hurt, sad, broken.
"I'll be right back eomma appa. I want some fresh air", I say and I run upstairs to the last floor. The rooftop. My fav place. Thank God the weather is cloudy today or it would have been too hot. I stare at the clouds and let my tears fall slowly. I'm such a fool for still believing in love. Were my first two heart breaks not enough for me to give up. Why did he giev me hope? Maybe I was just delusional after all. I still remember the first time I fell for him. I always used to consider him as a brother to me but the one moment changed everything.
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Hello my lovely readers! Next chapter will be about the first time Jiwon felt attracted to Beomgyu. Bye! 💖
