Chapter 4 - Trust is everything

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Gunils pov:
I woke up feeling all energetic today as we were gonna practise our songs in music class and I love my partner Hyeongjun he is so sweet but very quiet sometimes I think im starting to like him but I don't know I could just be thinking of him as a brother maybe that's why I feel like he is so important to me but all I know which upsets me a little is that when he looks at Jungsu it's like he's looking all lovey towards him and he smiles when he sees Jungsu I think Hyeonjun likes him but I could be mistaken or just thinking that.

I went to school and met all of them there before our class. Of course, they were all friendly, and I liked having them as my friends, and as the oldest, I'm happy that I have younger brothers like them, they make me so happy when they're happy, first I had Seungmin and Jungsu as my best friends but now I have Jiseok, Hyeongjun and Jooyeon as also my best friends, I hope we can always be like this and trust everyone, as I believe trust is everything in this cruel world.

No one pov:
They were all in music class learning their songs, with Gunil playing the drums and Hyeongjun playing the guitar for the song Smells like Teen Spirits while also both singing, they had angelic voices but are afraid of getting hate towards them as they think they sing bad. Jungsu playing the piano and Jiseok playing the guitar for their song Off my Face, with both having separate lines to sing. Seungmin is playing the piano and Jooyeon playing the bass for their song Lover of Mine while also singing at separate times. They were all practising when Suho went up to Jiseok and flirted with him with Jooyeon getting mad, but he didn't say anything, and Jungsu shooed him away from the poor boy who was traumatised. Jiseok thanks Jungsu, and they keep practising.

Jiseoks pov:
I thank Jungsu for always being there for me. As we were practising off my face, I realised he has such a wonderful and beautiful voice it doesn't even be melody to sound good. It's just naturally good to listen to, I feel this fussy thing in my stomach whenever I talk to him or see him and I don't know why but I think I might’ve falling in love with him at first sight. It could be true love. I always believed in trust, but as things came and went, I started thinking that trust isn't what people do these days and when I imagine a world without trust it hurts because if there isn't trust then no one would believe anyone and no one would be able to love anymore. I always trusted everyone who was close to me, especially my friends and family, I'm a very trustful person and I would never lie to anyone but if I did lie then it would be a good reason. In this cruel world, I want to be happy with my friends and no bullying all the time for no reason, I wish I could tell Jungsu how much I love him but I seem to think he likes someone else but we will know soon.

Jooyeons pov:
For the thousandth time, I hoped you weren't waiting on someone, but I always remember that I was rejected by you which makes me get the painful sharp thing through my heart and I would feel so teary when I would see how you would like someone else rather then me. It broke my heart to see how much love was shooting from your eyes to him. It upset me how you could love someone you just met and not your whole time, best friend, I mean, after all, I understand why you did reject me because we were bestfriends and you didn't want to ruin that, but it broke me I had all my trust in you and you just broke my heart into millions of pieces which can't be healed anymore.

I feel worthless when you smile at him like how you did with me when we were younger. It breaks me when I see how you laugh when he is laughing, I feel like this love is suffocating me but you have no idea how much it hurts to see you love someone else rather than me. I miss you, Jiseok. I miss how we could laugh, I miss how we would have fun at nights when we would watch horror movies and just laugh at you, I miss how you would come to me at sleepovers when you were scared, I missed everything we did together and it was killing me to remember them. Every time I see you, I remember the good times we had and how much you were sweet, like an angel and how we would always duets even when it was late at night. I miss you, Jiseok. I love you, Jiseok, so much that it hurts me to just say it. 

Sorry for the short chapter, but it was longer than the last one.
I hope you like it.
Thanks for reading, I appreciate that you're reading my fanfic.

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