Perfect Mess

He's back

It was 12 am ,which means I just turned 18!

I couldn't sleep a bit tonight and will probably end up with dark circles the next day, but I couldn't care less. Any minute now, Rachel, my bestie will call me along with Zade.

Zade was Rachel's twin and my secret crush. I didn't wanna make things awkward between us so this little crush is my own secret.

Just then my phone rang. Speak of the devil.

"Hey Ray" I answer.

"Happy Birthday Lilyy!!!!!oh my gosh, my baby's all grown up" she says with a little exaggeration.
(Lily is the nickname for Lydia Hayes and Ray for Rachel McKenzie)

I laugh at her childishness.

"Where's Zade?" I asked a little disappointed since he didn't wish me as he usually did for my every birthday along with Ray.

"Oh that jackass is probably partying with his stupid friends. His soccer team won the match this time"

"Really.....that's great" I said although I felt kinda sad.

"Now will you open that window for me. I can't possible stand in this tree any longer without falling" she said as my eyes widened in shock.

"Wait what!"

I quickly hurried towards the window, opening it only to find her hugging a tree branch and balancing with a dangerously long heels.

I quickly pulled her up as we both fell on the ground laughing our lungs out at the stupidness.

"Are you drunk?" I asked between laughs.

"Am I ever sober" she said as if stating the obvious.

Just then there was a knock on the window. I looked at Ray confused.

"Now will you go on and open the damn window" she said with a smirk. And that's all it took for me to jump up and towards the window knowing damn well who it is.

As soon as I open the window, Zade hopped inside my bedroom. He was wearing a black jeans and white v neck shirt.

His hands were behind and when he saw that I was looking, he brought it before me instantly bringing butterflies in my tummy.

It was a bouque of rose.

"Ewww....that's soo cringe Zade. A bag of m&m would be way better that that" Ray said while fake gaging.

"N-No it's not that bad. I like it. Roses are my favourite" I said while snatching the bouque from him.

""That's great. See Ray, I know her better than you" Zade said with a smirk while throwing a wink my way, which immediately turned my face red. But I was quick to hide it.

"Heyy, I've known her before you were even born dumbass" Ray said with a fake hurt expression.

"We are twins. You couldn't possibly know her before we were born. Now who's a dumbass" Zade said

"Whatever"

I starting laughing and Ray and Zade looked at me confused.

"Gosh, you guys are the best" I said as I hugged them both trying my best to ignore my feelings as Zade hugged me back.

I never want our friendship to get ruined and that's why I'm scared to admit my feelings towards Zade. If things don't work out between us then this whole thing would be so awkward.

As I was collecting my thoughts, there was another knock, but this time it was through the door.

When I opened the door, it was my brother Levi holding a tray with bunch of snackes.