addicted|| corey haim

chapter 15// my addiction

Arabella's POV

"Bella! Bella ! Wake the hell up! The cops are here! We have to go now." I heard the familiar voice say. My eyes slowly opened but everything was blurry. Sounds seemed louder. I could barely speak, I was so drunk.

Dallas was above me lightly nudging me. I groaned and slurred a few words. "No... Tired." I managed to say. He lifted me up over his shoulders and ran out the back door to his car, Hayley and Mads came as well. I felt my head spinning and nauseua rose in my stomach, all I heard were the sound of police sirens and saw the car door close before everything went black.

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I woke up the next morning, in my own bed, with the worst hangover. I immediatley rushed to the bathroom and threw up.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I looked like shit. I was still in my party dress, my makeup was smeared, my lipgloss on my chin.
I washed my face off and just left my skin natural. I changed out of my party dress into some comfy shorts and a t shirt. I took an advil for my headache and went downstairs.

My mother and father were sitting at the table, a dissapointed look upon their faces.

"You are in so much trouble , missy." My father said.

"Can we talk about this later, please? My head hurts and I don't feel so well."
I complained.

"That is because you had WAY too much to drink, and what did we say? No drinking. We obviously can't trust you." My mom said.

I am guessing Dally brought me home last night.

"It's a party! What do you expect me to do? Sit around and have a fucking pillow fight?" I rolled my eyes.

"Watch your tone, Arabella! You are grounded for two weeks. No where but here, got it?" she said to me. I rolled my eyes and trudged back up the stairs, to my bedroom and grabbed a magazine.

Great, two weeks spent in the house, And on my summer break too! Could life possibly get any shittier.

I jumped on my bed, staring at the ceiling. Suddenly, my telephone rang. I picked up.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Can I see you?" His voice came from the other line, I recognized it immediatley. Corey.

"Shouldn't you be with Alice, you know, your girlfriend?" I retorted almost instantly, still upset.

"But I want to see you." he said.

"You didn't want to see me two months ago, when you got out of rehab, but now you do?" I smirked a bit.
"I'm not your toy, Corey, you can't just use me when you feel like it." I rolled my eyes.

Silence came on the other line for a bit until he spoke up once again.
"I just want to talk to you." he said.

"Whatever, Haim. I'm grounded anyways."

"Fine, Then I'll come over." he said.

"How? My parents won't let you ........ Actually, I could sneak you in through the back door.Okay, whatever. Sure."

"See you in 20?" he said.

"Yea, whatever." I hung up.

Why was I doing this to myself? I'm so helplessly in love with him.

• • •

"So why did you come here?" I said to him. He was sitting on the edge of the bed with me, my parents had just left so It was much easier getting him in.

"I came here to apologize." he said, his baby blue eyes softening as they gazed into mine.

"For what? The calls I never got from you? For your 'girlfriend' that spilled her shit over me last night? For not even thinking that you left someone who is hopelessly in love with you."

I covered my mouth on the last part. Shit, I did not mean to say that.

"Is?" he said.

"What?" I immediatley replied.

"You said, is, reffering to the present, that you are still in love with me."

I sighed and turned away from him.

"I shouldn't be doing this." I mumbled, " I have a boyfriend, a great social life, friends, I mean my life is great right now, You are just going to fuck everything up." I said.

"Bells." He placed his hand on my shoulder, and ran his fingers through my hair. I brushed it off and stood up.

"No, Fuck, Corey you can't just do this to me. You can't just come back when you decide you want me. All I ever was , was one of your girls-"

"No, you were my only girl. I can't explain how sorry I am for fucking everything up. I care about you, and I changed. I guess what I'm asking for is a second chance." He stood up, his icy blue eyes gazing into mine.

"I don't want to fall in love with you, but I already have, and I can't stop myself. You are dangerous, You are like a drug, and I am so fucking addicted."

He lifted my chin , looking into my eyes, "You know you love me, baby. And you know you can't get enough of me. I can't get enough of you either."

"I, I do." I stuttered, his eyes didnt stop making contact with mine until they shifted towards my lips, He leaned in closer, until I could feel his hot breath , his lips centimeters from mine. He leaned in, and so did I.

Saying that I felt fireworks or butterflies was a complete understatement , It was what I longed to feel the first time my lips met his. It was the feeling I couldn't find when Dallas kissed me, The explosions within me when his lips touched mine. It was an absolute rush, better than any drug you could imagine, it felt like he was coarsing through my veins, like he took over my body, because his lips were like a drug, and I had already become addicted. Addicted to the taste of them. I spent my days kissing boys in the backseats of their cars, trying to find the same feeling I felt with him, but what I felt, was only ever with him. Only him. It was like a relapse. I was craving him so badly, and I never knew how much I absolutley fucking needed him, until every time he kisses me, every time he touches me, everytime he whispers my name, everytime he laughs, everytime he smiles. Drugs may have been his addiction, but he was mine.

He pulled away, but I held onto every single moment.
I bit on my lip a bit, and blushed.

"I am so truly, madly, deeply in love with you , Arabella Johnson." he looked into my eyes, "And you will always be, no matter how many girls I find, you are the one. You are the one I need. You are the reason I went to rehab. You are the reason I got better. You are the reason I turned my shitty life around." he whispered.

His hot breath sent shivers down my spine. A moment of silence happened before both of us gazed into each other's eyes.
He pinned me up against the wall, crashing his lips into mine.

"Jump." he whispered. I jumped , and he held me, my legs wrapped around me.
He kissed my neck , every time his lips touched my delicate skin, it felt like a fire inside of me. He unbuttoned my shirt kissing down my chest down my stomach causing a few moans to escape from me.

"I love you." He whispered , trailing his bottom lip back up my neck until they reached my lips once more.

"You will be mine forever, got it baby?" he whispered into my ear.

"I will always be yours." I said before kissing his nose, causing him to giggle and show off that smile I loved most.

authors note: this story is sadly soon coming to an end! but please comment vote and everything else ! i appreciate all of you dearly, and i had so much fun writing this, theres still one chapter left after this !

love u all so much long time !

p.s i am starting another fic , a leonardo dicaprio one, but comment other actors you think i should do !

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