Hating How Much I Love You

Chapter 8

[Love's POV]

I wake up in Jace's bed, I glance at the clock and realise I have slept through half of my shift at the hospital. I groan and roll onto my back and look up at the celling. After laying there for a few minutes I jump up and walk out of the bedroom in search of Jace. I find him in the kitchen sitting with Deacon, he smiles at me as I walk in and quickly pulls me into him and kisses me tenderly.

"I called your work said you were sick" he tells me as he kisses my neck.

"Thank you" I tell him and kiss his cheek. I move to sit down on the barstool at the breakfast bar next to Deacon.

"Hey bro, so when are you getting your own place?" I tease. His smile turns upside down.

"Um not for awhile, I go back on active duty in three weeks." he said sadly.

"What, you just got back." I exlaimed.

"I know sis, but they need my team on something" he said. I leaned over and hugged him and felt my eyes mist over.

"I'm pregnant, with triplets so you better come back" I said and felt him hug me tighter. His lack of suprise told me that Jace had already told him.

"I'll be back and I will be teaching those kids how to be just as awesome as I am" I scoffed and pulled back and playfully slapped his arm.

Jace set down a plate with some fresh fruit and a slice of toast in front of me. I gave him a smile before digging in to the meal.

"Mmmh this is really good, babe" I said shoveling the food in my mouth.

"Wow you can eat, Love" Deacon said laughing.

"Shut up, I'm eating for four remember" I said with a mouthful of food.

They both laughed but leave me alone to eat.

A few days past and I was I was looking in the mirror when I noticed I was starting to show. Sweat pants had become a comon thing and I was hardly ever wearing jeans now. I was still worried about money and the stress of it all wasnt doing me any good.

My morning sickness was still there and I was way over being pregnant. I was missing Becca and really wanted to tell her about my pregnancy because I really needed a girl to talk about it with. Deacon was great and was helping me a lot by just being here. I wasn't really sure what would happen after he went back on duty. I know I was going to miss him like crazy. We had discussed the likely hood of him not seeing the babies until well after they were born. I said I was okay with as long as he was careful and made it home safely.

More days went by and I found myself getting lonely. Jace was preparing for a big case and was getting ready to leave for at least three days. I knew it was his job and he had to go but I couldnt help but feel like I was being abandonned. I was working alot this week and the effects of the nightshift were starting to get to me. I was tired all the time and my body was starting to ache. I was going to have to talk to my boss and cut back on my hours.

One night while Jace was away and Deacon was out I heard a knock at the door. I frowned knowning it wasn't Deacon as he had a key and got up from the couch where I was sitting to answer the door. I looked through the peep hole and was shocked to see the person on the side of the door.

I opened the door to face her. "Becca" I said my voice sounding unsure.

"Hey" she said cracking a small smile. There was a akward silence until we bother blurted out at the same time "Sorry"

"Im sorry I was such a bitch to you, although I don't understand why you hid it from me although I'm sure you had your reasons and I had no right to snap at you" she said whilst looking at the floor.

"I'm sorry too, I should have told you the first time it happened and I will regret it till the day I die, but I swear to you the day we made our reletionship offical I told you within three hours." I told her. We both looked at each other and then she launched herself at me hugging me fiercly.

"I've missed you so much" I told her. I pulled her into the apartment and shut the front door.

"I know I haven't been able to do anything because I haven't got you with me it's been horrible!" I have her a smile and walked into the kitchen with her trailing after me.

"Coffee?" I asked.

"Yeah sure!" She said sitting down at the breakfast bar. I turned on the kettle.

We talked for hours, talking about the wedding and random things that had happened in our lives that had happened since we'd last spoken.

One of the main things we talked about was Mitch and how he was coping. She said he had calmed down, but was still uncomfortable with the idea of his sister an his friend being together. I didn't tell her about my pregnancy since I didn't feel ready to tell anyone really, the only reason Deacon knew was so he could at least have a few weeks with us and know about his future nieces or nephews.

It was five past ten and Becca and I were in the lounge room watching A Walk To Remember on tv when I heard the front door open.

Deacon came tumbling in with two slutty blondes hanging off him. He was chuckling as one girl kissed his throat and the other gripped his belt trying to gain access.

"Gross" I muttered as Becca scrunched up her nose.

Deacon caught my eye and gave me a wink "ladies!" And with that they disappeared into the spare room.

"What was that about" Becca asked.

"He goes back on active duty soon I suppose he's getting all his action in before he has to go back" I shrug and turn the volume up on the televison as giggles start to be heard from the spare bedroom.

Two days later and I am once again chucking my guts up in the toilet. Jace is arriving home today, in fact he should have been home fifteen minutes ago. I flush the toilet and stand up and brush my teeth before heading out to the lounge room just in time to see the front door opening and Jace walking in carrying his suit case.

I walked over to him and before he could even say hello, my lips were on his. He groaned gripping my hips and pulling me against him. Our tongues clashed together and I ran my fingers in his hair.

"Unexpected but nice" he whispered as he nipped my lips.

"I missed you!" I replied as his hands moved up to my breasts.

He grinned and lifts me so I could wrap my legs around his waist. I kissed him passionately as he carried me towards his bedroom. He lowered me to the bed and moved over me taking my tank top. He grinned when he saw my bare breasts.

"God I love your tits" he whispered as his mouth cover them.

I arched my back and let out a growl when his mouth left me.

"Temper, temper Love!" He chuckled and moved his lips down over the bump of my tummy to the top of my short shorts. I bit my lip to stifle a moan as he slowly pulled the shorts down and braced myself for what was coming next.

Pure torture!

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