Hating How Much I Love You

Chapter 13

It was nearly a month later, Becca and I were out having coffee, well she was having coffee and I was having a piece of raisin bread due to my pregnancy and not being aloud to drink or eat anything nice. Becca was trying to tell me about Jace and how sad he was and so on. I zoned out and looked at the clock on the wall praying that she'd stop talking about me.

I hadn't talked to Jace since that night. He had tried to get into contact with me many times. He'd even slept on the lawn out front of my parents house for a few nights. Until my Dad told him to bugger off because he was beginning to look pathetic.

I wanted to forgive him I really did. I would sit on the stairs and listen to him beg my father to let him in so he could talk to me, just so I could her his voice. That was one of the main things I missed about him. I also missed the way he'd look at me, the way he would hold me close and kiss the corners of my lips. I missed him so much I had contemplated driving over to his house and just crashing my lips into mine. But no matter how many times I thought this my brain wouldn't let me get in the car.

A sudden pain in my stomach pulled me out of my day dream. I gasped Becca stopped talking mid-sentence.

"Are you..." She paused her face frozen.

"Um..... Not sure!" I replied my hands clutching my stomach as the pain continued.

"Oh god I'm going to be an auntie!" She screamed.

"Seriously!" I asked. "I'm in bloody labor and you're shouting something you've known for months!" I asked annoyed.

She giggled and then helped me stand up. She placed money on the table to pay for our food and then helped me out of the restaurant.

For some reason traffic was hectic on the way to the hospital. I was in pain and Becca was jumping up and down in her seat, while yelling out the window at the cars in front.

"Move bitches, move it! She's giving birth here, we need a doctor now, move you fucking car before I move it for you!" She screamed and received scared looks from passing pedestrians.

"Jesus calm down, anyone would think you're the one who's going to be pushing three babies out of her whoo haa in the coming hours. Geez" I say as my second contraction hits. I grip her hand and she cries out in pain. I glare at her and she winces and covers her look of pain with a false smile.

"Geez, Love calm down we will get there soon, okay." She smiled at me and proceeded to honk the horn at the traffic ahead.

We arrived at the hospital and where I had to fill out forms. Becca and I immediately did so. A doctor by the name of Dr. Wade, a female doctor came to check on me as a nurse helped me to my room. I changed into a hospital gown and Becca helped me up into the bed.

"Becca you need to call everyone and get them here like right now!" I ordered.

She nodded kissed my check and left the room. My doctor told me I still had a long wait until my babies got here. He also said that an emergency c-section might have to be done due to my premature labor as well as the fact that I was having triplets.

The doctor checked me over and then left me and the nurse alone. The nurse hooked me up to some machines and then gave me a small smile before leaving the room.

I quickly got bored and turned on the TV and waited for Becca to return or my babies to come. Which ever came first!

I was waiting for around twenty minutes when Jace bursts into the room. I look at his face and I can hardly breathe. God how I've missed this man. He steadies himself and walks up to the bed. He looks so unsure of himself, I bite my lip as he takes my hand.