Ellie's pov
"Would you say you still love me?" He asks. I stay silent and look on the ground. "Ellie we've been through everything together why can't you just talk to me" I look at him angrily. "No we've been not Lando! You're away nine moths a year and I'm more than happy that you've got this opportunity and I hope you know how proud I am. Your family is here once a week or so, you're here maybe a few times a year and the two weeks he got with you in the summer" i tell him as I can't hold it in anymore.
He tried to stay calm as I see how my words hit him. "I'm sorry for that I hope you know that I wish I could spend more time with Noah and also you" he says calm and hugs me. I can feel a tear leaving my eyes, I don't want to cry as there is no reason but I just wanted him to understand me.
"Maybe you should go to bed now" I say and he nods. I look up and he places his hand on my face and whips my tear of my face. "Sorry I didn't mean to" I say quietly. "It's fine" he whispers leaving my room.
I lay down on my bed. I wish he could understand me but it's difficult considering I don't even understand myself.
It's was 7am. "Mommy?" I hear Noah's little voice. "Good morning" I mumble and sit up so Noah can enter the bed. "Mom? Did you and daddy fight yesterday?" He asks. I was shocked, I didn't want him to hear that. "What do you mean?" I ask him making sure on what page we were. "Daddy didn't answer you. You asked if he loved you." I stayed silent for a moment. "You know how I always tell you how much I love you? That's simple love. From the moment I knew you were gonna be here I knew I'm gonna love you unconditionally." I try to explain him. "And daddy?" He asks. "Daddy loves you too. More than you can imagine. You're his number one, always, forever." I say and he smiles. "But what is with you and daddy?" I was scared that he's gonna ask that. "Mommy and daddy have more like... difficult love. It's not really Romantic love. We love the memories we share together, we love how we're your parents, all this stuff. But it's not that simple as with you." I say hopping he'll understand.
"But do you love daddy?" He still questions. "Daddy gave me the best thing in the world. You!" I say and start tickling him.
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Time Changes//LN4
FanfictionAt 17 and 18, they became parents, their lives forever changed by a love they thought would last forever. Now in their early twenties, life has weathered them-fights, regrets, and the challenges of raising a child pulling them apart. But love has a...
