A pure Soul

12.

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE ATTEMPT

Stay safe!

It felt like painful hours, till my eyes rolled back, leaving me unconscious.

Please accept my apology mother, I wasn't strong enough... I am an awful son...

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POV. Hoseok

"He is still here? I told you already when you brought him, that as soon as he awakens you should throw him out!" Yoongi his voice echoes through the mansion. 

"He is severely injured, we can't just kick him out." I try to reason with Yoongi, in an attempt to save Taehyung from being scolded even further. "What did I miss? Who is kicking out whom?" Namjoon asks irritated, when he entered the room. 

Yoongi, Namjoon and Jungkook have just come back from the 'office', they were dealing with topics regarding the CTA, they have robbed one of our warehouses and killed seven of our men.  The CTA is a growing rival gang, who have become hungry for power and are attacking our territory for a couple of weeks now, disrespecting territory's boundaries. 

"Two days ago when I was on my way home, I saw two perverts hovering over a small figure, in our territory! And as you always say, I helped the innocent small figure, who wasn't able to protect himself. But he was so severely injured so that I brought him here for healing, I know we are not allowed to bring strangers, but I couldn't let him die, Hyung... I am sorry, I didn't told you earlier, but I was afraid you would say, I have to get rid of him... I am pretty positive, he won't survive in his current state." Taehyung explained the situation to Namjoon. 

He sighs in responds "It's okay Taehyung-ah, but you should know me better, than to assume that I am this heartless." "I know, it's just that with the CTA, you've become more careful, which is understandable, but I was afraid that it would cause you to reject my pleading to let him rest here, at least for a bit!" Taehyung explained himself. "It's okay" the older gives a reassuring smile.

"So now that we are all friends again, let me tell you how cute he is!" I broke the silence, trying to change the mood. My overly energetic statement made Yoongi, Namjoon and Jungkook judge me as if I had become crazy. "That's nothing but the truth, you should see him!" Jin joined our conversation holding a dinner tray, carrying soup, a glass of water and a pain-killer. "Is that for Jimin?" "No, it is for me." "Really? Where are you hurt Jin Hyung?" I ask. "You should understand my irony by now!" He scolds me and leaves us behind, with a roll of his eyes.

"I am sorry Hyung!" I apologize as I follow him. "Who is this Jimin?" Jungkook runs after us. "Haven't you listened? Taehyung brought him, when he found him injured!" Jin scolds the younger trailing after us. "No I get that, I meant what does he look like?" he declares what he meant by his question. "How do I start, picture a literal angel, he has a small figure and..." 

I pause, when a loud noise was heard from the room he was located in. Me and Jungkook run past Jin, who was because of the tray in his hands not able to run, without spilling the whole soup.

As we storm into the room, my eyes fell on the empty bed, and wander through the room in search of the small figure, "Hobi, the window!" Jungkook run past me and I followed close by, as he leaned out of the window, I took a firm grip around his legs afraid he might fall out of the window. Jungkook his legs doesn't reach the floor anymore and my firm grip is the only thing, keeping him from falling head first out of the window. 

"I've got him Hyung you need to pull me back in! I can't come back in without letting him go", I tried my best to drag them both inside the room, but together they were just to heavy together, my muscles started to feel exhausted and I felt my grip loosening. "Guys help!" I scream as loud as possible, not a second later I heard something fall to the ground and the next second Jin stormed into the room, examine the given situation in horror. 

As soon as Jin had taken hold on one of Jungkook his leg, we pull him with combined strength in together with Jimin in his arms. He had one arm under the boys arms and with the other he tried to loosen the curtains

Jungkook lays Jimin down on the windowsill and we loosen the curtains and Jin uses his knowledge of Mouth-to-mouth resuscitation, to give Jimin oxygen. He was successful and Jimin started to cough strongly, it was exactly the reaction we wished for, he was able to breath by himself again. 

A breath of relief escapes my mouth as the others storm in "What happened!" they scream in panic and as they see our eyes filled with tears and the coughing Jimin on the windowsill, their voices lowered.

"Why did you do that?" Jin's voice breaks the uncomfortable silence, it sounded surprisingly raspy. Jimin wasn't answering, his eyes wander through the room, his skin, or better said the spots which aren't blue or purple, are pale and his eyes are red and swollen. 

In this moment he looked like a wreck, as if he has completely given up on life. This sight broke my heart and the first tear rolled down my cheek. "Why did you try to kill yourself?" Jin asked again, this time more firm and louder, his voice seemed dangerous in this moment.

"Why didn't you let me die? I don't want to be your prisoner, I am doing you a favor, you only have to get rid of my body." He answered with a shaky voice. "You are doing no one a favor, by killing yourself!" the words left my mouth immediately after his statement. 

"Hey Jiminie, don't you dare to do that again! You understand me?" Jungkook said softly and the smallers eyes widen in surprise after he recognizes Jungkook. 

"Listen kid, we will let you go as soon as you have healed enough. Okay? But please don't do anything like this again, you seem like an amazing person and the world would be a worse place without you." Namjoon reassured Jimin and the last bit filled his eyes with tears.

I could see that Taehyung wasn't too happy about Namjoon his decision and if I am being honest, I was also a bit scared for Jimin, but I also knew we can't keep him here, especially not after what he was willing to do to get free.

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Sorry guys, I was once again uncreative so this chapter is a little bit to late. I hope it is still acceptable.

Nevertheless have an amazing day or night!

Yours Leylalou