brendon sighed as he looked into the mirror, picking at his face. it's not like he hated himself or anything, he just didn't like how his eyes were so big or how his nose was so wide, or maybe how his forehead was humongous, and his hips? don't even get him started. his body features were just so... feminine.
he sighed, getting up from his bathroom counter and walking over towards his bedroom dresser. in the top drawer, all the way to the left, hidden in a plain white tube sock, there it was. his blade. slowly picking it up, a million thoughts rushing through his head. did he really wanna do this? he'd been clean for nearly 7 months now.
After moments of contemplation, 'Ah, fuck it.' is what he decided. slowly slicing through the area of untouched skin on his thigh, watching as it turned from a ghostly white to a crimson red. he sighed, feeling that burning sensation once again.
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year: 2011
brendon urie - 17 - junior
ryan ross - 17 - junior
spencer smith - 17 - junior
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𝙍𝙔𝘿𝙀𝙉 / 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬
Fanfiction! TW ! - SMUT, sh , mention of $uicide and a lot of angst. read @ ur own risk! STARTED: 04/19/24 FINISHED: N/A