Lucid dreamer [Dark Dreams]

Chapter 8

Adonis pov

"Yeah, arrange the party as you want, i will not be waiting to long their". I call my assistant and tell him to arrange party for employees as per him, I'm not interested to attend it though but rather meeting Jessica my stepmother it's better to be with employees and talk about work.

Some workers in knights company are working their for several years that's why dad decided to held this party in big lavish one of our mansions, there will be lots of businessman will be showing up too, it's big deal for knights,
making myself overload with thousands of files is only thing I can do to ignore those dreamy thoughts, sometimes I feel cringed about those dreams and dad had done more embarrassing thing by telling that girl about my clingy dreams.

She must be thinking, she's special for me but she's not and there is no girl who will make me feel special about herself,
Pushing those files away from me, I stood up and head towards drinking area, in my mansion everything is available a bar, theatre, and my own office, i made them here because of, I never feel to live in dad's  mansion because of my stepmother, as she entered that mansion I leave that mansion and buyed this one.

I ordered my personal bar tender to give me the strongest alcohol, which will make me gid rid of those fucking thoughts, I sat on round couch between the large room,
These bar is usually dark red lighted, I specially want that light always to deem red, it feels good when I'm drunk and hear those soft music in background, it's make me feel like I'm hypnotize and levitating, I pour the alcohol in clean glass full and drank it in one go, feeling relax when the liquid of alcohol pours down my throat.

I had now already taken three full glass drink, I put that glass down on table and grab directly bottle full of alcohol and started drinking like a mad man.

My eyes getting blury, because slowly the drink is getting me drunk and my body loosening, I can't move, my eyes are sleepy now after drinking the most high level strongest alcohol, it's like propofol drug, i always take this types of alcohol when I had lack of sleep and when my insomnia hits me tight and in serious state. My eyes shut, and I feel in deep sleep feeling the relief I wanted.
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Fuck! Why it's so bright my eyes will burn up, if those flashing light will not stop flashing in my eyes,
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! It's a dream, no way I'm dreaming,it's so real, the pain my eyes suffering now is feeling real, even it's a dream,slowly the flash light deems and then my heartbeat started beating fast making me sweat.

I can hear my own heartbeats sound thudding my chest up and down like my heart will pop out, but then my eyes sees the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, that girl again, she their but as always I can't see her face, I don't want to forget little details of my dream, my eyes started observing her, I can see she's wearing something white dress which ends till her knees, I can see her wearing that dress, i just don't want to forget it.

She's absolutely gorgeous even I can't see her face, I can feel her from faraway.
I don't mind seeing her without clothes though, my mind again started with dirty thoughts.
She's mesmerizing.

What if I forget again about those small details of my dreams, my patience level is already over, I take steps towards her but it's feels like I'm not reaching towards her.

I was three foots away from her,I can smell her. She's fucking smelling like some flowers.
Maybe roses.

I just figured out that i can smell and hear, which feels so real, as Dr walter said it's lucid dream.
I don't want this dream to end, I want to see her face. My head tilt to see her face.