Lucid dreamer [Dark Dreams]

Chapter 13

Eva's pov

Everyday starts with me cursing my life, that's how I'm. Why my life is like this? Sometimes I want to cry

Out loud, I'm thinking only one thing that what if this things affect aunty or grace. It seems like im causing troubles coming across to knight's.

What that murderer wants from me? that's making me more pissed off and hate towards him. Call me negative person or whatever I'm just tired of this now, i swear to myself I will never come across him again, I will try my best to avoid him.

But how to handle my brain it filled with only his thoughts, whenever I try to think something else which doesn't involve him, he pops up from nowhere.

Whatever happened in Library today, him licking my neck and pinching my cheeks made me blush just remembering those thoughts, even if I try I can't forget about those things, I wasn't even trying to push him away, I was standing their like a statue looking like idiot.

How do I ignore those thoughts, girl like me who still haven't her first kiss and has not been in relationship with anyone till now.

Girl like me who has only crush on movie actors and celebrities, Adonis knight is way more than celebrities his aura speaks like a royal king, don't know but whenever I see him i felt like he is so perfect just like a king, not only his looks but his behaviour it's like dominating and manipulative.

But what it has to do with me, what type of revenge he want from me, he didn't hurt me then what he wants, maybe he is just playing with me, like he just want to make me feel like he is special for me, that's how he will get me out of his way, God he is creepy like some psycho, maybe he is waiting for something else to happen and then he can kill me.

No n-no I don't want to die this early, i really want to live my life in peace like a happy person, girl like me who always prefer to be delusional, a girl like me is struggling this past years to get proper studies in Albert's, A innocent girl like me who has only two friends my whole life whose been now eating my brain with those clingy questions.

John's is been sending me thousands of messege asking that same questions like did me and Adonis knight really kissed or not, whatever happened in Library today was half truth they know, they think that murderer kissed me, like im gonna let that happen, but Eva you let him touch you, my inner self is pushing me with those thoughts, like I'm enjoying that things.

Me myself is not agreeing with my own statement, Adonis knight please leave my brain in some peace, grace and me was heading towards our house, as always grace was driving and I was sitting on passenger seat like dumbo.

On whole ride she was blabbering something which I didn't care to listen to her but her next statement made me hear her totally which made me halt in my position on my seat like everything has been stopped in place,"I think he likes you" As those words came from her mouth my palms started sweating just thinking about him liking me, which seems a pure lie to me, their is no way he likes me, even that mere sentence made me insecure about myself.

"Are you out of your mind grace,why the hell he will like me" i slightly laughed at her this stupid thought.

She stops the car and i relise we are home, she turn her head towards me saying "then tell me why he is coming up to you even he said that He hate his own mother and he don't care whatever happened in party with his mom and you"

"Grace you know what he is just playing with me, maybe with my feelings, he thinks himself that every girl will started fangirling, after doing whatever he did in Library" he must be doing that to every girl like blackmailing, he is totally like a creep, that's what I think, touching me without my permission is absolutely wrong.