Lucid dreamer [Dark Dreams]

Chapter 11

Eva's pov

I think their is no meaning praying god again and again, why God? Why always me?
Did I did something wrong in my past life that you're taking revenge on me by doing this.
God you know you are pushing me in a lions cave where their is no escaping for a mere girl like me.

Sometimes I think I'm the doom i always fucked up everything and get myself in the trouble but now I'm in the most biggest trouble my previous problems seems very less then now I have created one.

I want to get rid of that murderer but now it seems like he will not leave me alone in peace after knowing what I did

I again fucked up I have been everything fucking up nowadays, I'm i that unlucky, i cause problems myself, I'm the destruction of my own life, i cause troubles everywhere I go, I call myself a doom because of this types of situation I get into.

Even god is not helping me to get rid of this situation, i really want to live a normal life like a university girl who studies and become successful in her further of her career but here I'm.

This is the main reason I hate myself, even if I don't want to get in this types of troubles I always the first person in line if their was a award for causing troubles.

I can manage small problems but this one is faraway from the small word, i came across almighty Adonis knight. If their is other word for scariest thing in the world then it is Adonis knight.

As that girl told me everything about that women in party whom i bumped and spilled drink on is David knight's wife and that murderer's mother.
Even thinking about what will happen to me, some thoughts are scaring the shit out of me.

Adonis knights words are more scaring me than before, whatever he said to me at that office I can still hear him in my head his each and every sentence is fucking up with my head and scaring me.

That girl standing in front of me walk past us smirking at me like, she can observe my expressions, because I'm still halt in my Position as well as my friends after a while John and grace came into their senses and gave me a done look.

They know I fucked up, I'm done yeah I agree with that.
Their expressions are stunned and same like me like they have saw some ghosts, i can even fight to the ghosts rather then getting in trouble with knight's.

John snapped his fingers in front of my face because he knows that I'm always zoning out from the thoughts roams in my head, "hey, candygirl i know everything happened so sudden that you don't get time to think, everything was so coincidental that even if you don't want to come across them you still did, it's ok we both are with you, just don't you dare to think that you are alone". John said and that's made my heart melts with him using those assuring words, even I fell in any problematic situations they always try to get me out of those troubles that i caused, because they themselves know I don't cause troubles myself it just happens with me.

It's like daily routine for me to cause troubles but they support me in everything always helping me in everything always assuring and letting me know that they are with me, that's the thing made them my only friend's like my own siblings.

John hugged me and grace tightly in bone crashing hug and grace pat my head assuring me that she is with me too. "John is right Eva, don't think lot about that handsome hunk Adonis knight" grace said making me fume in anger, i hit her shoulder because she's still fangirling over that murderer, don't know what made her think that he is handsome, he is not even a bit of handsome, i said to myself don't know that thing satisfy me or not, it seems a lie.

"Grace you know you are my friend not his, stop crushing over him he is my enemy and second thing he i not that handsome" I said in pissed off tone she's been supporting my enemy, my own friend is with his side that thought made me pissed off.