Lucid dreamer [Dark Dreams]

Chapter 10

Adonis pov

My heart was not more beating fast in my chest, it's seems like it has been stop in place, or maybe freeze, what should I do? It's first time I feel something like this in my heart, my eyes don't want to look anywhere but only her, I want to grab her and embrace her tightly when I saw her in that white dress.

Fuck my mind girl who are you? You are making me addicted to you, when I saw her in that dress in party, I was totally shocked and my heart felt like she is the girl i saw in my dream that night but my fucking brain don't want to agree, my brain wants more evidence to confirm if she is the one who took my peace away.

Is she is the same girl? That day when I saw that Jessica was trying to hurt her. My head burn up in anger and i really want to slap her hard but dad stopped me, Jessica is been fucking up everytime she comes and today she crossed the limits when her hands flies to slap her, I don't know why do I care about that girl but she feels like, everything about her is mine her dignity her whole presence.
She feels so mine.

When I touch her face it feeled like their is nothing left other than kissing her and always keep her with me, where no one will touch her, she will be more safe in my embrace, when I heard her soft voice like soft melody to my ears which was shuddering whenever she tries to talk, she's scared of me that's good I think.

I have been too rude to her when I talk that she must be feeling special, when I saw her bit of pissed off face i really want to kiss her but i controlled myself ,i want to scare her from my presence which she is already of but I don't want to scare her with my psychic act, because she will face soon the real me.

She now feels like addiction to me, even if I try to run away from her , i will again collide with her thoughts, that's what I want from now on, I want to always come across her, fuck little did she know that she's trapped in my mind.

I don't give fuck what my brain says, I want to be in her presence wherever she is, I want to cage her in my embrace, I don't give fuck if she is that girl or not, who was fucking with my brain and in my dreams for five years, even drug can't make me more addicted than her.

Sitting on my couch I call my dad, I have lots of things to talk with him, specially about that Jessica.
How the fuck she talk with her at party, thinking of Jessica my jaw was cleanching so hard, sometimes I think of killing Jessica, As I saw dad entered in my room, he came towards me and sat beside my right couch and started blabbering.
"Adonis i know Jessica has caused lots of problems in party but, I will talk to her, you know how her nature is, please Adonis try to hear me once". He plead me, I can't spare her again, she has been causing lots of troubles, as per me she deserves death.

I grab my ciggerate box and lighter from the table front of me, and took one out of it, lighting it, i inhale the smoke and puffed it out, I can't hear whatever dad is saying to me, my brain is flashing that girls images in front of my eyes, fuck she is controlling my brain, what you did to me?
Dad shake me grabbing my shoulder and snapped me out of my thoughts "Adonis aren't you listening to me?" He asked and i shot a glare at him and said

"Fucking don't talk about that Jessica, you know dad I really want to kill that Jessica" dad shift from his place a little, because the words I always used for Jessica is only killing her, dad knows me well
"L-look Adonis you are not going to do something like that" He confirms himself, I don't know what I will do, I really hate that women, dad didn't even told me she will also be their in party, that made me burst my anger on him yesterday.

I smirked at his reaction and said "Then tell her to be in her limits, she's been acting and showingoff like this whole property own by me is belongs to her's" she thinks she can take my mom's place and own everything she want's, she's wrong because their will be a day she is going to die, I'm gonna kill her at any cost.