Unloved

Chapter twenty three

Adams POV

My phone goes off. Its a nonification from YouTube.

'UmbreonGurl just uploaded a video DrawMyLife!

I click on it. And watch it. God, she was right. It is really sad. I go down he hall into her room. She's playing minecraft. She didn't notice I came in. Probably since she's wearing headphones. I grab her from behind and give her a hug.

"I saw your draw my life. You deserve a hug!" I yell.
"You know, you should make one too. You went up to 14 million." She suggests.
"Ummm. I don't know." I say unsure.
"Why not? I know for a fact your past will be nowhere as bad as mine." She says.
"Yea. I'll do it. Can I borrow your white board?" I ask.

She hands it to me along with multible colored markers. I go into my room and set up a camera.

What I'm saying in this is all true about sky. He said so in tweets, the reals talk video, and a live stream. Prepare to cry because I did.

"Hey guys. Sky here. And many of you probably saw Jackie's draw my life. I decided to make one also. Let's just say, me and Jackie have a lot in common. We're both gay. Well, she's lesbian, Im bisexual. We're both adopted, and we both went through depressions, cut, and attempted suicide. Well, here's my story." I say.

"I was born January 17, 1993. I had a sister, and my parents. My mom had many mental disorders. Schizophrenia, bipolar, and multible personality. Because of that, we were given up for adoption. We were adopted together by our current parents. The first years were great but then my mother got into an accident in work. She was left disabled and became unemployed. She got addicted to painkillers and I had to call the ambulance whenever she overdosed. My sister, unlike me, inherited many of our birth mothers mental disorders. She was out in special ed. She was out into a mental hospital but we couldn't afford the bills so she had to stay home. It was a pretty abusive household. I was but into special ed classes also because I shared my sisters last name."
I kept myself from crying. It was hard but I managed.

"I became depressed and started to gain wait. I was over 300 pounds. I could've died. I became suicidal an started to cut. I regret cutting. That's why I wear long sleeves during conventions. I started to loose weigh and I managed to save some money and move in with my girlfriend dawn. That didn't last long. I proposed but we broke up." I say taking a deep breath. Its hard not crying.

"I came out as bisexual. Yes, I liked boys but I've never said who and never will. I started dating alesa. We ended up getting married and were expecting a child but... She got into a car accident and we lost Tyler. Our unborn child. Alesa is OK now. We adopted a child. Jackie. My life has been pretty awesome since then. Go check out Jackie's DrawMyLife in the description. See ya all later. Byeee!" I finish. Jeez, that was hard. I edit and upload it. We eat dinner and go to sleep.

If I killed myself, my life wouldn't be this perfect no

This fanfic is nearly done. I really Need to get motivation to finish writing it so I have pre written chapters upload. I've only missed two days on uploading. Hope you're enjoying it! -Kitten