Unloved

Chapter two (rewritten)

Words cannot describe how horrible I feel right now. Knowing that my child will never get to see the world. Knowing that he died before he was even born. Alesa has been taking the news pretty hard. Why wouldn't she? She's been recovering. She's no hurt too badly. Just a broken wrist and a few stitches here and there from the crash. The doctors just wanted her to stay for a little while to make sure everything was okay. It could've been much worse when it came to her injuries. I just wish Tyler was okay. 

Over the last few days, some family members came to visit. They'd give Alesa something like flowers, or a card, hang around for a little while, and leave. Not that they didn't want to be here. Alesa just wanted to be alone. 

Soon, she was dismissed from the hospital. I brought her home and let her rest. She's had a long few days. I might as well tell my subscribers why I've been gone. I don't feel like actually talking, because I know I was probably going to start crying. I decided to just make the video similar to how I announced Alesa being pregnant, and our marriage. 

Hey guys, Sky here. I'm sorry for not uploading for the last few days. Some stuff happened. Serious stuff. Alesa ended up in a car accident. She's not too hurt, but we're going to need some time. Tyler didn't make it.... That's why. It's hard losing a child. I hope you guys are okay with me taking a little break. I just really need some time. -Adam

I upload the video and head downstairs. Since I don't really have much to do, I go around and put vases of flowers around the house. I'm sure Alesa would like that. 

After that, I just sit on the couch.

Why couldn't it have been me? If I was the one hit, Tyler would be fine. I'd recover and we'd be a happy family. 

Why did it have to be Alesa...

(The rewritten chapters may still be short. I apologize.)