Chapter twenty eight

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Ambers POV

I pull into Jackie's driveway on my bike. She is moving soon so I should hang out with her a bit more since she'll be a couple hours away from me. Alesa opens the door after I knock. By the look on her face I can tell that there's something wrong.
"Hi alesa! Is Jackie home?" I ask.

She has a scared look on her face. Oh no. This can't be good.
"Why don't you come in, amber. Adam is at the offices recording."
(If you watch skys blogging channel you'll get what I mean)

"Um.... Oh god. How do I say this?" Alesa says.
"W-whats wrong? Is Jackie OK?" I ask.
"Yea, well. Not really. She's not hurt but," she struggles to say. "Things happened and Adam made us bring her back!" She says starting to cry.

No... No no no no no! This can't be happening.
"I have to go! I'm worried about her!" I say.
"Please, make sure she's OK. I wish she never left." Alesa says still in tears. I quickly ride my bike down the familiar roads.

I finally make it to the orphanage. After I park my bike, I run in.
"Hi amber. I'm guessing you're here for Jackie." Ms. Jillian says sadly.
"She's in the same room."

I go up the stairs and reach the top floor. I open up her door and she's just laying in her bed holding her phone.
"Jackie?" I say walking towards her.
"I'm so sorry. I wish this never happened to you." I say.
I sit on her bed. I can tell she's watching Sky's videos. The intro ends and they're standing on the 'never have I ever' parkour.

"Why..?" She says quietly. "Why did I have to ruin everything?"
"Oh Jackie. You don't, its not-"
"Yes it is, Amber! Its always my fault! I can never do anything right! All I do is hurt people and I can't control it! I'm a monster!" She yells scaring me.

"Jackie, please. You're never going to be happy if you're always negative. Have some hope. You'll be happy one day." I say trying to make her feel better. That's not going to happen.
"No one understands. No one ever will. I'll always be a monster and no one will understand what happens in my head!" She yells.

I'm worried for her life. I'm worried that even I can't help.

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