He rolls and sits up, grabbing my shirt and pulling me closer to him, I give him my hand and help him to his feet, he presses a slow kiss to my lips then pulls away winking. We train for just over an hour but call it early when we realise just how exhausted and beat our pack are, I decided to talk to a few and I notice Jeff in the middle of the crowd, he looks tired and ready for a holiday but when he sees me his facial features soften and he gives me a side hug.
"It's nice to see you Luna, how are you?"
He asks yawning
"I'm good, how are you?"
"Tired, the girls were up with night terrors from the attack"
"You got them back?"
"I did, they are pretty shaken up but at least they are alive"
I smile softly, wishing I could help him somehow. Then a thought crossed my mind
"If you want I can have gran come by and heal their memories? It might help them sleep better?"
His entire demeanour changes and his eyes go glassy. He grabs my shoulders and squeezes it
"That would be amazing Luna, that would help so much"
I give him another side hug and we say goodbye. My pack were less than half the size we were a week ago, they are tired of fighting and just need a break. A plan starts to formulate in my head, if we help the kids then we in turn help the parents.
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Isla's POV
Dad was being a dick, a huge fucking dick and I don't know why? How could he treat my mate like he was the scum of the earth? Why would he hurt me like this? As fucked up as this sounds I actually liked it better when he was dead, life was easier then. But the reality is I would choose him over my parents anyday and I didn't even know him fir that long but I know the thought of losing him was way more terrifying then losing my parents. Maybe it's because I lived through their deaths before? So I know I can survive that. But to survive jakes? I don't think I could and the knife to my heart at even the thought proves that.
"Isla please wait, are you sure you want to do this?"
Jake says standing infront of my walk in
"Yes he isn't going to stop so we are leaving"
His eyes glaze over so I take the moment to push past him and I start to throw random peaces of clothing into my bag, just then mum and dad charge into the room, dad goes for Jake straight away
"What the fuck are you doing in here? Get out now"
I growl and push Jake behind me
"He's helping me pack now fuck of old man, you went to far this time. I'm outy"
That seems to make him pause, mums face looks panicked, she grabs dads arm and pulls him away and towards the door
"Get out you have done enough now leave"
She shouts at him, he looks hurt but I don't care anymore, he drops his head and steps back and mum closes the door taking a deep breath. She turns to us and there are tears in her eyes
"Please don't leave, please. I can't lose you again"
"He's not giving us much choice mum. I get it, I'm still only 17 but you both died! You were gone and I grew up. I met my mate and lived an entire life in under 24 hours so I'm sorry but I'm done. I'm done fighting for what everyone else has when he's right by my side. I lost you both and I survived but I won't survive losing him"
I shout at her, tears run down her cheek as I take an angry steadying breath, my heart hurts in my chest but I'm so done with being hurt by them. I'm done with feeling like this. Mum raises her hands in the air like she's trying to corner a wild animal
"I know, I'm sorry. I will try to stop him but please don't go, please don't leave like this please"
My stomach churns inside itself making me feel sick, I want to run, I want to leave this place behind and move on, I feel trapped and cornered by the 2 people in the world that are meant to love me but this isn't love. Love is what I have with Ailm, Jake, deacon, aspen and Luca. That's love not this fucked up twisted version. But her face tugs at my chest because as much as I want to scream at my parents I will always crave what I didn't get. I'll always crave their approval and love but will I ever get it really? I'm not so sure I will. Ailm comes running into the room and past mum pulling me into her chest. Deacons not far behind and I realise they must have ran from wherever it is that they came from
"It's ok shhhh"
I fall apart in her arms, she leads me to the bed and she holds me tightly.
"What happened?"
Deacon asks Jake
"Well isla basically cried herself to sleep last night after her father attacked me, so obviously I never left her side and I woke up with a fist to my face, then all hell broke loose so now Isla wants to leave and go to mikes, sick of her fathers shit"
"I promise to keep him in line from now on just don't leave please"
Mum begs falling to her knee infront of me, Ailm stiffens and shakes her head
"Keep him in line? Seriously lola you haven't done it yet so why should she listen? Why should she trust you when you have let him run around throwing his fists about? You haven't cared enough up until this point so why change now, Isla is you want to go to mikes we will all go"
I smile pulling away from my best friend slightly and looking at mum
"If he lifts his fist again we are gone mum, I'm done with feeling like crap because of you both. Get him in line or you loose me or I swear I'll kick him from the pack and declare him rogue"
She gasps, falling backwards slightly, shocked with my words. Deacon's eyes widened and everyone went silent but I didn't care, I'm done caring so I stood up and walked to the bathroom, closing the door behind me and turning on the shower. I stripped off and stepped under the stream of water and dropped, falling on my ass and crying into my hands. Why was he doing this? Why was he trying to hurt me? Why doesn't he want me to be happy?
I feel something deep inside me stir to life and surge forward, I gasp as my eyes roll in the back of my head and what feels like a wall cracks and crumbles in my brain.
Bean sí at your service
I jump with a squeak surprised by the voice in my head. The voice laughs, it's just like someone is standing by my ear laughing uncontrollably and after a minute I huff
"Ok I squeaked, get over it. Who are you?"
Bean sì
You know you don't need to talk out loud, people will think you odd
Me
Sorry
Bean
Call me bean, I'm your wolf
Me
But I'm not 18 until next week?
Bean
I know but your heartbreak crumbled the wall between us, we won't shift until next week but I'm here for you, so now you need to get up and go to our man and ignore our father
Me
It's a little hard when his fist keeps connecting with our mates face
Bean
I know, but we got this girl. We are beta so if he tries it again we command him to stop. now please get up and go to our mate
I sigh, nodding and standing to my feet. I turn the water off and pull a towel from the shelf and I dry myself off, when I'm done I wrap the towel around myself and open the door but before it was even fully opened I'm tackled to the wall, jakes lips are on mine with a bruising kiss, I groan wrapping my arm around his shoulders to steady myself. He pulls back gasping for air as I take a much needed breath for myself
"Sorry, I was just worried"
I smile at him
Bean
Damn he's hot and hell
Me
I know, right?
He looks at me funny then his eyes widen
"Did your wolf come?"
I chuckled and nodded
"Yes, her name is bean or bean sì"
"Hey bean"
He answers me kissing us again. I groan wrapping my legs around his waist as my towel falls between us, he purrs kissing down my neck, his chest vibrates making my skin buzz. I groaned, the feeling was amazing, he kissed and sucked down my throat and to my mark. I tangle my fingers in his hair to steady myself and he lifts me higher kissing down my chest and sucking a nipple into his mouth. I groan again falling backwards, my nipple pebbles in his mouth sending a wave of moisture south. I buck my hips moving against him as one hand squeezes my ass and the other finds my throbbing clit between my legs. As he touches it I jump in surprise, my toes curl and my back arches pushing my boobs into his face.
"Fuck your so wet"
I cry out pushing against his hand, needing the friction, needing him to touch me. He complies, running his finger down my slit and moaning. I was so wet and I could feel how hard he was. He shoves a finger inside me and I scream out but he catches it in his mouth as he pulls his finger out and adds another curling them. His tongue invades my mouth as I hang onto him for dear life moving my hips against his hand as he fucks me with his fingers. He growls, increasing the speed as my stomach tightens and I gasp as I tumble off a wall and I fall into ecstasy screaming into his mouth. I grab onto him tightly as my body comes down from it's high.
"That was—"
"—hot as hell"
I answer him as we both stand in each other's arms catching our breath. After a minute he steps back and let's me down to stand on my feet. I smile up at him as he steps back and swallows, his eyes slowly dropping over my body seeing me completely naked for the first time. His chest makes a strangled gurgling sound as he turns
"Damn your hot, you need clothes before I fuck you"
I chuckle picking up my towel, happy with his reaction. I wrap it back around my body and I step out of the bathroom and go to my closet pulling out jeans and a sports bra. I get dressed quickly pulling on my boots and T-shirt then I return to the room and I fall into Jake's waiting arms, he surrounds me in his body and I totally relax under his touch.
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1 week later..
Aspens POV
"Baby there is no need for this, you are perfect!"
I roll my eyes and pull on my trousers. I wasn't exactly wanting a family right now but it had been 7 months and I havent gone into heat yet and I was worried that I couldn't have kids. Luca tried to calm my irrational thoughts but I just couldn't. After my aunts and uncles died it made me think about family, about kids. They might have come back to life but it didn't change how I felt.
"It's just an appointment Luca, chill it isn't going to hurt to get checked out"
I knew his thoughts even before he thought them now. He knows it will crush me if I can't have my own kids but I need to know. Iv lived in this perfect little bubble for 2 long and I need to burst it to find out the truth.
We head straight for the hospital and I lay down and let her ultrasound my stomach. She looks for a few minutes then stops and makes the screen bigger and she smiles taking a sigh of relief
"Ok this is pretty normal, it turns out that you will go into heat but not as frequently as a normal wolf, but it's most likely that when you do get pregnant you will have multiples. So when you ovulate you will release more than one egg and some months you won't release any but you are perfectly fine Luna. There is nothing to worry about"
Both me and Luca sigh in relief and I grin happy with the answer. Content in knowing that it will happen maybe just not as fast as everyone else.
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Ailms POV
It had been a week of games night, movie nights. Drinking games and happiness. Having my parents back was great and I would never take them for granted again and they had changed, it's like they saw us for who we are now and not for what we have done in the past. I have eased into Luna duties and I can say I even enjoy them. Deacon is amazing as usual and we would be spending our first night in our own home tonight.
The pack had come together and made the place look amazing. We had the designer come in and make the place ours. Tomorrow would be Isla's 18th birthday so we were going to stay awake and watch movies until it was time for her to have her first shift and tomorrow Aspen and Luca had planned a surprise party at Arthur's.
We had spent our spare time experimenting and learning even more about growing weed. We spent a lot of time tasting different flavours and deacon had even got permits early so we could start growing it legally as a farm. Everything was beginning to fall into place and I was honestly happier than i've ever been.
As I packed up my room I took a look around, deacon had insisted on bringing some of my trophies with me. He was so proud of them and made sure to have framed winners pictures made. He wanted them for our office because he was genuinely proud of me and he always wanted to make sure I knew it.
"Is this the last box doll?"
"Yep"
He kisses me then takes the box and looks around. He goes to the wall and throws another few trophies in
"Serious D we don't need all of those"
"Yes we do doll, I like them so hush"
I roll my eyes and take another look around. We had spent the last few days moving stuff over gradually, deacon is more than excited to get out from under my parents feet. He won't even have sex if they are in the house, and Islas parents won't even let her sleep next to Jake here. He sneaks in evernight and they kick him out every morning. They want her to stay pure under their roof. It's hilarious because they have been sneaking off everyday to do stuff. Jake evenly stood up to James and tried to pull rank on them but James scared him off with his fire and dad eventually had to step in and stop the argument. Thankfully by the end of the week their arguments were becoming less and less but if they did fight they made up quickly because Isla threatened them telling them she would cast them out as rogues but it did make for an entertaining night.
As I walk into the hall dads standing there sadly looking at my door I sigh and go to him
"Since when have you got this soppy, grow a pair man I'm only 2 minutes away"
He chuckles and puts me in a headlock and nuggies my head with his knuckles
"You might be Luna but I'm still your dad you little turd"
"You might be my dad but you still need to cowboy up you big pussy"
He tickles me and I scream and giggle
"Ahhh stop it daddy arghhhh"
He eventually stops and wraps his arm around my shoulder and kisses my head
"Come on let's get you moved in then"
We walk down the stairs towards the door, and I decide to think out loud
"So I think we need to buy the estate between us and aspen, be cool if we were all connected"
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Ifreann
WerewolfPlease be aware this book is for 18years and over. Graphic Content includes Sexual scenes, Kidnap, Murder and more. This is Ailms story. Ailm is the only full breed born hellhound werewolf in existence. She is special beyond compare. Ailm lost it a...
