Never Gonna Look Back, Girls (Girls' Generation x Jessica Jung fanfic)

Chapter 5

CHAPTER 4

Third person's POV

[ 2 months before the present time in this story (not in the real life) ]

Krystal (younger sister of Jessica) went inside Jessica's bedroom and saw her sitting on her bed while crying. Krystal walked towards the bed and sat beside her.

"Unnie.." Krystal said. Jessica looked at her. "Crying again?" Krystal asked. Jessica nodded and bursted crying again. Krystal couldn't help but feel more sadder every time she's seeing her sister being like this again and again. She moved a little bit towards her and hugged her.

"Stop crying.." she whispered in her ear.

This scene always happens. Since the day SM ent. (or the day Taeyeon called her to inform she was out of the group), Jessica cries almost everyday. Most of the time, she cries at their home and just being inside her own bedroom. But her sister was there. Krystal was there to comfort her, to listen to her, and to just be with her.

Despite the positive image people see from Jessica everytime she goes to an event or goes in public, people don't know she became emotionally weak at their home. People don't know she cries almost everyday.

[ back to the present time in this story ]

The BLANC & ECLARE has opened to over 40 stores from the other countries. Jessica also became one of the most successful or influencial CEO in Asia.

Meanwhile, the Girls' Generation's 8 members are preparing for their upcoming korean comeback soon.

Until now, Jessica and her 8 ex co-members haven't talk to each other since September 30, 2014 - a.k.a. the day she was kicked out of the group.

Although Jessica don't want to be mad at their company and her ex co-members, she couldn't help to. SM entertainment company and the Girls' Generation has been a big part of her life. She started became a SM trainee since she was about 10 years old only. The Girls' Generation's 8 members became her bestest friends for 7 years. They've made a big impact to her.

Honestly, she felt mad and disappointed to their company and GG members. She only want to make her other dreams come true! Back then, she really wanted to be a fashion designer. She has also showed her interests in sunglasses in a reality show. And so she did. She studied abroad about fashion designing. She made a business about sunglasses. She made her own brand of sunglasses. BLANC AND ECLARE has made. She became a model of her business. She became a fashion designer. She is now a creative director (CEO). That was her dreams! But I guess SM ent., got the wrong ideas.

Let us just say that Jessica was forced out to get out of the group for no justifiable reason. It is because SM ent's CEO, thinks Jessica will just be using Girls' Generation's fame for her business. They want Jessica to focus on Girls' Generation when in fact she haven't missed any of GG's events despite of her busy schedules with her business working and studying abroad!

But because Jessica was making her dreams and goals come true, SM ent. kicked her out of the group. Somehow, she felt disappointed to her ex co-members. She kept thinking if they agreed to SM ent's plan about kicking her out and such things as why didn't they even stop SM ent. about kicking her out. She doesn't what to think and feel anymore. She don't want to get mad at them became she loves them.. but she couldn't help but feel the mixed emotions she's feeling until now. She is really confused.

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Omg this is such a crappy chapter, sorry. I would do better on the next chapters. And I just watched snsd's teasers of their upcoming 3 mv. Lion Heart sounds pretty good :D