how to tell people you aren't okay no glue no borax
on a more serious note i've been throwing up everything i eat, it sucks ass but my brain just is in a constant "you aren't perfect enough" "you don't deserve food" "something as worthless as you doesn't deserve to eat" and it's like, idk what's happening or why it's happening
i feel bad telling people im not okay and recently it's like everyone else has such bigger issues i feel like im the asshole if i say that im doing bad bc mine is so stupid yk?
i just don't want people to worry but i want to know why i feel like this, why im so fucked up, why i make myself throw up, why any of this is happening.
