TW: mention of sh and suicide
BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS GOING TO SHIT I COULDN'T EVEN SEE MY THIGHS AND ARMS BECAUSE THERE WAS SO MUCH BLOOD, I CANT KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS, I CANT KEEP BEING AN EMPTY SHELL THAT BLEEDS AND BLEEDS AND BLEEDS BECAUSE HE'S TOO SCARED TO JUST DIE. GOD I JUST WANT TO STOP BEING SCARED OF IT.
