Spider-Man one-shot✧

Peter can sing???

❗TW: death, mention of sh and suicide❗

Yk, people always say that the friendship between a male and a female does not exist, that eventually one side will fall in love with the other.

They were wrong, and Peter knows it, or at least he knew.

She was like a sister to him, not by blood but it was stronger. Some people would have said that they were in love, their looks, gestures, words said they were perfect to be together.
But they both knew it wasn't love, nor friendship, it was family, that love that surpasses boyfriends, that goes beyond everything, the love between brother and sister.

She was his everything.

Today was a horrible day.
It sucked more than the other days.

It was her death anniversary.

She didn't deserve this, everyone would have confirmed that it was an injustice.

She was always so kind, ready to help others, calm. But she still died; when Peter lost her, he lost himself.

Every time, on this day, he felt more lost than usual; The school day had just ended, he forced himself to go. Fortunately Flash understood what 'event' was today, so he left him alone, he also kind of met her  but his friends were worried.
The little 'puny' Peter Parker was different, he, who always smiles, always happy, always forgive the other, was sad.
But not a normal sad, it was more like a 'I lost all my will to live' sad.

All his friends knew how hard his life was, and they were afraid that - since he was always happy- he couldn't deal with it..

That's why they follow him all day, along with fury and Coulson; how they got convinced??  They might have taken pictures of Peter secretly where his mood was obvious, and fury was the only one who had something that could stop Peter fast from doing some bad thing.
They all care for him, so they couldn't risk.

They follow Peter all way home,but he immediately left taking only one thing that the team had not identified.

He went to a bus, it was a long ride, once Peter got out he went to buy flowers.

The team though that Peter had a secret girlfriend or something like that, fury was a little pissed for wasting his time, but they all changed their mind as soon as Peter enter the graveyard.

They were shocked to find out that he was not visiting Uncle Ben or his parents, since he surpassed the grave (but not before giving each other a flower), he had stopped in front of a well-kept grave full of flowers, most of them were all the same, like Peter's, so they understood that it was him who always put them there.

He sat on the grass

'Hey dear, I miss you more than anything, I wish so much that you're still here, I promise that -he-  will pay, he deserves it, not you'
he took a long breath.

'This year you and I will be 17 years old, you remember our deal?
"When, and if, we reach 17 we have to sing our song"
Well since today is also your b-day, I decided that I will still sing that to you'
By now, he already has tears

' I hope you still like my voice, it's been a while since I sang, not since you... Never mind, today is your day'
'Like the others' he whispered this last part.

The team by now were really confused and especially they all feel bad for Peter, they really thought that might be his, now ex(?), girlfriend.

They were about to leave to give him space until they heard his voice.

'I'm 17, and my folks are getting old
I know they don't have forever and I'm scared to be alone'

~He will never be alone, he has his new family~ that was their thought

'So I'm thankful for my sister,'

~Peter doesn't have a sister, maybe it's more like a sister figure?~

'even though sometimes we fight
When high school wasn't easy, she's the reason I survived'

~That hit them hard, maybe Peter was suicidal?, they seriously hoped that it was just the lyrics of the song~

~in the future they will have a long talk~ Fury already had the speech

'I know she'd never leave me and I hate to see her cry
So I wrote this verse to tell her that I'm always by her side
I wrote this verse to tell her that I'm always by her side
I wrote this verse to tell her that'

This part was sung while sobbing.

He took a long breath to calm down before continuing to sing, none of them ever saw Peter this vulnerable.

'The world's not perfect, but it's not that bad
If we got each other, and that's all we have
I will be your brother, and I'll hold your hand
You should know I'll be there for you
When the world's not perfect
When the world's not kind
If we have each other, then we'll both be fine
I will be your brother, and I'll hold your hand
You should know I'll be there for you'

Peter was now sobbing but he managed to conclude the song

'You should know I'll be there for you'

The team were uncomfortable, but they all agree that Peter voice was beautiful, who thought that he could sing.
They really hoped to hear him again in a better circumstances.

Peter stayed in front of her grave for at least another hour, until the sun was setting, he talked with her about everything, but really everything.

He felt better after saying everything, it was time to go now, he would come back tomorrow.
He got up and started to go back home.

Meanwhile the team got up and read the grave.

' Fantastic person, wonderful sister, and perfect daughter

Gwendolyne Maxine "Gwen" Stacy '

Author's space☕︎︎
Here's the one-shot requested by somthing11,  I'm sorry if you wanted it happy, but yeah.. I made angst.
Next time i'll make it happier :')
Sorry, I had to change the number of the song

Song:
If We Have Each Other- Alec Benjamin

Hope you enjoyed ♡