Darkness reprieve

Chapter 54

I don't know what exactly that is bringing me to write here considering the fact that nothing special has happened in a while.

Actually... Nothing has happened. It was just... Empty... Day in and day out. The same thing over and over.

I've been rendered incapable of feeling joyous. And although I appreciate that, I also dislike it quite a lot.

I always thought that I'd be thrilled to be alone. To spend my time by myself. But it was just too stale.

I can live with it of course, but I can't help but think that I could talk to someone from time to time. At least someone who can grasp the general concept of what I am and understand where the conversations I am involved in can lead to.

Although there are not many that tried to understand me, all failed. They never get close to my reasoning. They don't understand the why. It's always the why. They could say I'm just insane. Or maybe evil? Oh well...

My intentions, although not always good, are honest. And if trustworthy enough, I will be a loyal companion.

Then again, no one has proven to be such. I could always hope. Then again, I don't actually do that.

I am still writing to my surprise. And as such, I will end it here.

Everyone, have a nice day.