Someone once told me to look at the bright side of things, whether they're good or bad. I've never seen anything good about the one problem in my life. Me.
I tried changing. Being better. But I come back worse than before. I try being nice, but that ends up being a huge waste of time. Then again, that same person told me to dream of something that would be better. I wouldn't know if it worked since I only have nightmares. One nightmare in particular scarred me. And this is it:
I was laying down on my back, in the middle of the ocean. When I sat up, I saw only water around me. Miles around of nothingness. I looked all around me and still nothing.
When I laid back down. I was surprised to see a figure in the sky, a few meters away from me. I could see from her figure that she was a woman, but she had white feathered wings attached to her back. I was stupefied. An angel was flying over me.
I tried talking, but i had no voice coming out of my mouth. My throat felt dry and it hurt. She seemed to come closer by the second, I wondered why? Once in front of me, I saw beautiful blue eyes and a gorgeous body. She hugged me and put her lips up to my ear and whispered "You're all alone now..."
I suddenly felt a strong jolt of pain in my chest. I was stabbed in the heart. I couldn't bear it. I wanted to scream, but I couldn't. When she let go,I started sinking in the ocean. My whole body was burning. I sank deeper and deeper, drowning. As I was sinking, I could barely see the slightest of a smirk on her lips. It pained me more than the wound. When I hit the bottom, I lost the color in my eyes and all suddenly turned black.
I opened my eyes and found myself on the floor of my bedroom. Sweat covered my body. It was a dream. I somehow forgot about the pain. For the first time in a while,I was happy. Happy that I wasn't alone in this world.
Then I realized something. I am all alone.

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Darkness reprieve
Документальная прозаFor some reason- and I don't know why- I don't care what I become.