A Book of Poems

~ 𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟 ℙ𝕣𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕤 ~

I told you I want to leave,
But I lied didn't I?
Because even now I still believe,
That you love me and you'd still try.

I'd hoped you'd tell me you're sorry,
Sometimes I still read through our texts,
But i guess she's now your new glory,
And now I'm left here in the recks.

You'd promised it was me not her,
You promised you'd always love me,
I know I broke mine but your thoughts never blur,
So why is this that you gave her your heart for free?

I fought for you but you didn't stay,
I fought for you and I cried,
So I hope and pray,
That she wasn't why your texts dried.

I know it's my fault that you left,
I know I pushed you away,
But the pain in my chest,
Makes me feel like I was betrayed.

Sometimes I wonder if I was too late,
Or maybe if I should've tried harder
Maybe tried to save us from our fate,
But then I see you're happy with her.

I hope she treats you well,
But not like I did, even though it's selfish,
As you can probably tell,
I'd want you to not hurt me as a wish.

This hurt.

This burnt.

This broke.

This made me feel like never before.

Because I was a game,
Was I not just something you played?
You can tell me lies but it's all the same,
You broke your promise, you didn't stay.