A perfect model

6. Coming out & park shooting photo

In the afternoon after Sumin and Seeun had left, I settled on the couch to watch a movie, needing to clear my mind. The problem was, I didn't have anything to watch. I browsed through Netflix, but the series they recommended didn't interest me. I thought about watching some kdramas, but all the ones I was interested in, I had already seen.

I sighed and tried to think of something else to watch, and then i suddenly remembered the series Minnie had recommended this morning. What was it called again? I checked my messages to see... Ah, there it was, "Semantic Error." I didn't know what it was about yet, but I trusted Minnie's taste, so it must be interesting.

I had to go to Rakuten Viki because I couldn't find it on Netflix, and then I started watching episode 1. After that, I moved on to episode 2.

Then, at that moment, Yechan walked into the room and stared at the TV as if he recognized the actors. After a while, he finally spoke up:

-You watch these kinds of series?" he asked, looking perplexed and surprised.

-Who do you think I am? I wasn't born yesterday, I replied.

He then slowly approached and sat down on the sofa with me, still looking confused. But I didn't dwell on it too much and continue to watch the series.

We spent half the evening glued to the TV but at one point something struck me; a kiss scene between the two main characters. Not a kissing scene between two "normal" characters like I was used to seeing, this time it was two Men, yes I'm actually watching a (boys love (BL)) with my little brother. Then I remembered that Minnie was a Fujoshi and a BL fan, she must have offered it to me by mistake, forgetting that I was a "straight" guy at least I think.
I turned my gaze to him to see how he reacted, but surprisingly he seemed to like that, smiling as he watched the two kiss.
Which of course, instead of clearing my head, which is why I'm here in the first place, only served to fill it with questions and reflection.

Then, once the episode was over, Yechan stopped it at the credits and gave me a worried look:

-Hyung?

-There's something, I turned, preoccupied by the tone of his voice.

He looked at me troubled and embarrassed at the same time, as if trying to formulate a sentence.

-Stop, you're scaring me, what's going on?

-Hyung -he continued, how would you like to know that I'm different..... Like really, really different.

-Who's not different -I replied in an open tone.

-No, it's not that, it's just that if I told you, I think you wouldn't see me in the same way, or you might even decide not to talk to me anymore, or at least not as much. He said with a sad hair.

-Don't say that little brother, nothing will never stop me to talk with you," I reassured him, "unless you're insulting NewJeans," I joked to calm things down. "Listen, you do that and I'll disinherit you, okay, that's not accepted in our family.

He let out a little laugh and said: You say that as if you had something to give as an inheritance.

I threatened him with my fist with a blushing expression and then said;

-So what do you have to say to me?

He took a deep breath, then quickly and suddenly let go;

-Imgay.

-What? I said, not understanding what he'd just said.

- i--am--gay-" he said more slowly this time.