Look my way l Yoonmin

-05-

No way, it couldn't be.

"Hey"

"H-hi" I looked down at my oversized outfit and the ball of clothes I had in my hands, I wanted to die. Was Yoongi really here? Now?

I awkwardly went to hide my clothes in my bag, where was Namjoon? I frantically looked around, but the dorm room wasn't a mansion either, if I couldn't see him, he wasn't there.

"Namjoon's on a call, he's in the hallway"

"Oh, cool"

Cool? Really, Jimin?

I looked at the bed, I wanted to sit but felt too self-conscious to even move.

"I thought you'd be gone by now, isn't it Thursday? Don't you have class tomorrow?"

"I have until eleven" I answered in a monotone voice.

"High school curfew" Yoongi chuckled. "Almost forgot about those"

Those were the kind of things that made me look like a kid to him, I thought. Of course he doesn't have those, he's in college now. But it wasn't like I could do anything about it...

I eventually sat down on the bed and leaned against the wall but then realized the position made my double chin appear so I immediately sat back up which alerted Yoongi who looked my way from his own bed. I looked at him until he looked away and then took out my phone, sitting cross-legged on the bed.

"I thought you were with a friend all night?" I ended up asking when the silence got too awkward for me.

"He's finishing a project for school, I'm coming over once he's done"

When I saw Yoongi put down his phone as he answered, I felt bad for distracting him but at the same time, it wasn't often someone would stop looking at their phones to take the time to answer.

The bad side of this was that we were now looking at each other and I could feel myself growing nervous and even more self-conscious.

Why couldn't I think of something to say?

After too many seconds of staring at each other I made a weird face which made Yoongi smile and that's when Namjoon came back in the room.

"Sorry about that, Chim, I had to reassure a friend they didn't make a colossal mistake by deciding to study in college"

I saw Yoongi chuckle, clearly he could relate better than I could.

"Don't worry about it" I ended up saying.

"Which friend was it?" Yoongi asked.

"Hoshi, you know how he gets" Namjoon answered before looking at me. "Hoshi's a friend of ours, Jiminie, we met through his boyfriend, Woozi we call him,  he's a friend of Yoongi's. They both like music"

I stayed put as Namjoon sat down next to me and talked about his friends. It was nice of him to include me but I didn't know any of the people he talked about which limited my input in the conversation. I would laugh along to some jokes he or Yoongi made, which did make me feel good but it was still a situation I disliked.

Sometimes Yoongi would look in my direction and I'd laugh or smile, trying to look interested in the conversation but I knew the minutes were passing by and I'd soon have to go back home, and I didn't want to waste my time doing something I didn't like.

You still got to see Yoongi a lot, that's what you wanted.

I smiled but then remembered I had decided not to get invested in this guy.