Does It End?

Sleepover

(a little Tyler angst for you guys)
Tyler's pov

We arrived at Ashlyn's house. I was praying my face wasn't bright red from Logan resting his head on my shoulder at some point in the car ride. He picks his head up from my shoulder and starts heading inside right behind Ashlyn. I let out a breath. I've been freaking out all night and day. I'm bisexual and I've been thinking about telling the group about it because they were accepting of Logan when he came out as gay.

Everyone else has went inside and before I knew it I felt tears streaming down my face. "Fuck-" I mutter sniffling trying to stop the tears so I can go inside. I wipe my tears and head inside like everything is fine.

When I get inside everyone is hanging out in the living room. I decide to head to the bathroom quickly to wash my face. Once I get into the bathroom I try to fix my breathing more, seeing as it was still a little unsteady. I splash some cold water on my face and head to the living room.

"Where were you?" Ashlyn asks me once she sees me enter the room. "I was in the bathroom feeling a little car sick. Your dad drives kinda crazy." I reply hoping it's a good enough answer. I look over to Logan and see he's drifted into a sleep at the end of the couch. It makes me smile but I'm quick to hide it. I decide to go sit on the floor in between Taylor and Aiden. Some movie is on the TV but no one's really paying attention to it. I rest my head on Taylor's shoulder and drift into my thoughts.

'Should I tell them?
Should I tell Logan I like him?
What if he doesn't feel the same?
What if they don't accept me?'
"Tyler?"
'Why do I have to be like this?
Why can't I just be normal'

"Tyler!" takes me out of my thoughts. I feel a pair of hands on my shoulders shaking me.
I look up to see Taylor in front of me, Aiden on one side of me and Ashlyn on the other. I can't breathe and my vision is blurry. I wipe my eyes and feel wetness on my hands. Wet? Shit I'm crying.

"Tyler what's wrong? You need to breathe." Someone tells me. "I'm- I'm fine" I stutter trying to stop the tears and even out my breathing. I finally start to stop crying and can see my surroundings. Everyone is staring at me with worried faces except for Logan who is still asleep on the couch. "What happened?" Taylor asks me still worried. "I just got a little caught up in my head I'm fine I promise" I tell her pulling her into a hug. I let go and stand up. "I just wanna get a little fresh air real quick" I tell everyone pointing to the front door. I walk out of the room and head outside deciding to take a seat on the porch steps.

'Breathe. Your okay. You're fine.'

I get startled by the sound of the door behind me opening and closing. I turn around to see Aiden. (Aiden and Tyler are pretty close friends in this.)

"Hey. What happened back there?" He asks, taking a seat next to me. "I just started spiralling in my own thoughts" I reply. I always find myself opening up to Aiden even when I don't mean to. "What kind of thoughts?" "I don't want to talk about it" I reply quickly. "Well if you ever wanna talk about it or anything I'm here." He offers. "Thanks I appreciate it" I respond before we fall into a comfortable silence staring off in the distance.

3rd person pov
Aiden and Tyler come inside soon after their discussion. Mike orders the kids pizza which they eat the second it arrives. Time went by quickly and before they knew it, it was already 11pm. Seeing as the time was pretty late Ashlyn goes to grab out everyone's sleeping bags, Aiden helping her. They all lay out the sleeping bags and soon later all fall asleep except for Aiden who is messing with a rubix cube.

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