Does It End?

In my head

Aiden's pov

I'm lying in bed looking around my room. There's garbage overflowing from my trash can, dishes starting to pile on my desk and of course bloody tissues and a blade on the floor. I haven't slept all night, this time Ben didn't tell everyone a lie like I had a cold. He didn't tell them anything. I haven't messaged anyone in 3 days so I have over 100 notifications from everyone trying to find out if I'm okay. I'm grateful for them but they shouldn't have to deal with my issues. I look at the alarm clock on my nightstand. 6:00am it reads. I lay there in silence for a few mins before there's a knock at my door. "come in" I say knowing it's Ben. I hear the door open and quiet footsteps coming in.

"Are you feeling any better?"
I shake my head
"Have you tried taking your meds? It will help you feel better."
I shake my head again
"Are you hungry"
I hesitate for a second knowing my body needs food. "No" I replied.
"Ben?" He nods to show he's listening. "Can you see if Ashlyn can come over later and bleach my hair?" He nods again. "Thank you" Ben leaves the room and I lay there just staring at the ceiling. I finally build up the motivation to get into the shower so I head into the bathroom attached to my room.

"Dam I look like shit" I mumble, seeing my reflection in the mirror. I turn the shower on, undressing, and taking the bandages off my arms. 'Ill have to see if Ben will wrap them back up for me when I'm out the shower' I think to myself while stepping into the shower.

(Small time skip to when he's done in the shower)

I finish getting changed and head out the bathroom into my room. It looks cleaner. The bloody tissues were gone along with most of the dirty dishes. I make a mental note to thank Ben when I see him. I grab some extra bandages off my desk and start wrapping up my arms. I roll my sleeves down when I hear the downstairs door open. I open my door and step out just in time before she enters it.

"Aiden!" Suddenly a body in my arms. I wrap my hands around her, giving her a hug. "Hey" My hey goes completely ignored, instead I'm hit with questions. "Where have you been? Why have you been ignoring me?" "Sorry" I reply knowing I don't want to answer those questions, knowing she doesn't really want those answers. I don't know why but she doesn't push it again. I head to the bathroom down the hall and start grabbing out the hair bleach and developer.

"Your gonna help me?" I ask with a grin. "Yes you idiot" she responds with a flick to my head. I see Ben pass us. "Thank you!" I yell to him, I always try and make sure I say thank you. I appreciate everything he doesn't for me so much. I wouldn't be here without him.

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Sorry these chapters are so short, I've been trying to get more chapters out quicker to compensate for it. Anyways, thank you so much for reading, if you have any suggestions, corrections, questions,or criticism please let me know in the comments!