the not so big book of poetry

new crush

I never wanted this to happen again,

Fall so hard for someone who doesn't even care.

You don't feel the same,

I'll get over soon,

Just not now.

And I'll stop the thoughts of you,

Soon,

Just not yet.

Now I've cried without shedding a single tear,

Because I'm thinking of you,

It's killing me, slowly.

You,

The sweetest form of self harm.

And I'd go for a run,

But I can't run from the thoughts of you,

And I'd try to sleep,

But you haunt my dreams.

There's cuts in my heart that spell your name,

And seeing you makes them bleed.

And I'm know that i could easily get over you,

Stop all the pain,

Save my heart,

But her words hold me back,

I'm breaking my heart,

All to prove a stupid point.

So I'll live with the consent heartbreak of you,

I wish I wasn't too young to drink.

In the end,

All I can be mad about is that,

You're not my worst mistake,

You might just be the best one.