the not so big book of poetry

my everything

Isn't it funny,

How I never noticed you,

Until you became my everything?

Now I hate checking my phone,

Just to see you don't care,

I wasn't ready to get my heart broken again,

Not just yet

I texted you,

You said something my last used to say,

Back when we talked,

It was kinda comforting,

Kinda like you were him,

But I don't long for him anymore

Now I don't live for you,

That doesn't mean I'm over you,

You swim in my soul,

You've poisoned my mind,

My heart clong to you,

All because it had no one else

Now,

I would give my all just to be yours

I would dye my hair any colour you want,

I would wear contacts,

I would change my face,

I would change my soul,

All for you to never notice,

I'm not the one you want.

You were in my dream last night,

I just held you,

Just for a second,

I was yours,

You can be my everything if I could just be your something.

I guess I'm just said that in the end of the day,

Your just a boy,

But I'm just a girl

You give me nothing,

But I'd give you everything,

How is that fair?