fuck my life

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Jakes pov:
Ah another day another boring shitty day
It was the middle of summer so I picked out a outfit that was? Summerish

I stare into a mirror my healed scars on my arms I was bullyed enough would wearing this make it worse who gives a fuck I grab my bag and leave my room

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I stare into a mirror my healed scars on my arms
I was bullyed enough would wearing this make it worse who gives a fuck
I grab my bag and leave my room

Jr:jake
J:what junior
Jr:ur
He pause
Jr:arms?
J:is this about the scars?
Jr:yea what are they
J:healed thats what they are

I leave not wanting to explain more
I get on the bus I feel people staring at me but I just sit in the back
Jeez is this how not wearing long sleeves feels
They're obviously healed but the mark stays and most likely forever
Its cause of what happened 2 years before
I was in this firend group

Flash back



J:junior i-im gay
Jr:ew wtf thats disgusting u f@ggot
He walked away as jake felt tears in his eyes
L:hey jake
Jr:lexy don't talk to him
L:why?
Jr:just don't

Junior grabbed lexy

Jake felt tears in his eyes again he lost all his firends his dickhead Cousin outted him to the whole school after and jake started getting bullyed and then his mum die then his dad die

End of flash back



Jake didnt know what he was doing he was a year clean so he thought the scars would be ignored but no one ignored it
Jr:hey f@g
Junior walked by jake and yelled as one of his firends yelled
"Ewww a cutter"
Jakes pov:
Did someone just call me a cutter the most funniest shit I've heared all day
I see a ginger haired girl walking over to me

?:hiii!!
J:hi?
?:im nadine! I just joined this school
J:im jake its nice to meet u
N:everyone in this school is mean u look like a sweet person tho so can u tell me where maths is

My confused stare turned into a soft smile she wasn't being mean to me

J:yeah whos maths class do u have
N:uh miss Jackson
J:I also have miss Jackson bloody hell i fucking hate miss Jackson
N:oh? What did miss Jackson do
J:she dosent like mee aka im her least favourite student
N:holy fuck what did u do
J:idk she used to say I was her favourite student cause I'm quite but when I came out as gay she just changed pretty sure she's homophobic
N:shes not gonna like me then im a lesbian
J:don't tell her that she start crying

I laughed
Nadine laughed as well

N:u seem cool
J:I don't think so
N:why not?
J:pretty sure im the most hated guy in school
N:what did u do
J:my cousin the most popular boy in school he outted me a few years ago when I came out to him and ever since I've been hated

I seem upset while saying that I tryed to stay looking happy tho

N:im sorry
J:u don't need to be its not ur fault its most likely mine for telling him

She hugged me
I patted her shoulder

N:not a hugger?
J:not at all

I laughed

N:well we are firends now
J:okay then



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