TW:EDs. screaming
Devons pov:
Jake takes me and nadine back to his to sleep i lay on the floor and fall asleep
Jake did say I could sleep next to him if I wanted but I don't wanna annoy him I wake up after a few hours my head hurts
J:morning dev nadines still asleep
Jake sits up
D:hi
I softly smile
Junior opens the door
Jr:what the FUCK
I look at junior it was to early for this
Jr:how fucking close are u two getting
D:what do u mean
Jr:like fucking f@ggots
J:JUNIOR
jr:STFU JAKE
I felt my heart break when junior called me that I shouldn't care but he was my bsf only 2 weeks ago
D:junior i-im not gay
I was lying so hard but I wanted to deny still
Jake looked at me he knew I was upset
J:fuck off junior
Jr:no
J:I said get out
Jake gets up and pushes him out
J:hey im sorry about him
Jake sits down next to me
D:i-t-its ok-okay
I could feel my eyes getting watery
D:im gonna go to the bathroom
I get up and start walking over to the bathroom
I didnt wanna cry infront of jake
But junior stops me before I can walk into the bathroom
D:y-yeah
Jr:don't fucking stutter ew
I didnt reply my voice was breaky already if I tryed to speak without stuttering id start crying
Jr:what is going on with u
D:n-nothing
Jr:UR STILL STUTTERING
D:I CANT HELP IT
I feel the tears fall from my eyes fuck fuck fuck
Jr:are u crying
He laughs
Jr:pussy
He pushes me over and walks away I run into the bathroom and sit infront of the door I hear a knock
J:dev?
D:j-jake?..
J:yea u okay
D:y-yeah d-dont wor-worry
J:ur stuttering badly are u sure ur okay
I unlock the door and pull him in
I lock the door again I don't want junior seeing me crying
I hug jake he rubs my back
J:hey whats wrong
D:i- just don't know anymore
Jakes looking at me with a caring look
D:everythings so werid I mean I don't know anything I used to know I don't know junior I don't know anything real I can't even eat without feeling werid
I fall into the floor jake sits next to me
He wraps his arms around my back
I fall onto his shoulder why do I feel so safe right now
J:I know I cant fix everything but I can be a firend
I start to feel my breathing slow down
He just is so calm he's kind and handsome? Why is he like that
D:t-thank you
J:u don't need to thank me
I smile at him
D:can we stay here for a minute
J:sure
I just felt safe a bang on the door happens fuck
Jr:Oi devon hurry the fuck up
J:fuck off junior
Jr:is it u or devon in there
J:fuck off
I think junior left i didn't hear anyone walk away but
J:is it okay if I ask? What's wrong with ur eating
D:its nothing
J:u sure
D:I-
Should I tell him
D:I eat really werid I cant eat sometimes and when I do I feel really guilty like it makes me not want to eat but its just hard
He looks at me worried
J:dev that sounds like a ED
d:it dose?
J:yea
