Tw bullying $h
Jakes pov:
Life wasn't the best before I had devon
He definitely made things better but today was really shitty I wasn't really in the mood for anyone or anything when I was at school some kids yelled f@ggot at me when I walked by and someone threw rotten cheese at me and I freaked out so much I ended up crying lexy and nadine made me feel better devon hes out of the country cause his mums helping out a other country with a murder case or something like that I don't really know
I fall on my bed after showering i was kinda a clean freak I hated everything I screamed into my pillow I just wanted to hug devon I slowly start crying I didnt want to go to school the next day I was so done in I hadn't c_t myself in almost 3 months I had devon he would always make me feel better but I didnt wanna ruin that for him I pick up my box c_tter and placed it against my skin the bl00d slowly dripped down my arm
After a few more c_ts I started crying I felt like a mess I am a mess without my boy I just wanted to die but I couldn't do that to my boy
I have to stay
I need him
He needs me
Who am I without him
Deffo not witting jake around me totally not
