For me to decide of what really, I want in life, I must want it bad. I know I've made it since wanting bad of something makes you fire. It ignites the passion in you.
I guess, I love the idea of challenge. I saw my decision as a challenge that would take me to my next journey. I am seeing myself traversing through my goals.
The process of it is what really makes me go for it. Well, when I finished this goal, I wouldn't even deeply rooted for it. I would say like, 'Then, what's next?'
After the dinner, I've made the first step towards it; getting good at it. I might not be the best, but at least, I did good. I started joining communities on Facebook, though it's not really my type to join communities especially on social medias.
To get good at it, I'm willing to sacrifice my addiction towards reading stories as this task takes up most of my time. Gano'n naman talaga di ba? We must give up some things we are accustomed to or get addicted and comfortable to for the bigger cause.
Natulog na ako pagpatak ng alas nuwebe. When I woke up at 4, the first thing I did in the morning is to pray, then had an hour of reading self-help books, as I downloaded some of its last night, and did a 10-minute meditation. Ganitong'ganito ang isinulat ko kagabi and it played how I imagined and sequenced it to be.
I must stick in this routine from now on. I have lot of things that I want to accomplish within my lifetime. I know that I must make use of my time, especially now that I am available.
Malapit na ang entrance exam for college. I already prepared for it. I've done reviewing every subject since I supposed it to be divided into five.
Pero hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay nagkakatotoo ang mga akala mo, gaano man kalakas ang pakiramdam mo na mangyayari ito. The entrance exam came, and it was all about math. Specifically, complex math.
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